stinky

mediation happened and my hatred for everyone who prevented it intensifies

had a dream I was assaulted and they took my clothing so I had to try to get help without clothes and instead of helping people continued to be horrible. anyway, mediation is today despite everyone's best attempts and I'm sure my dream is completely unrelated

I actually don't have to be nice to you if you help my abuser

finally did a lengthy writeup and I keep reading and crying like fuck this actually happened to me and no one did anything what the fuck

uncovered the rumor mill. hate all your guts. just wanted you to know

plus "friends" who take your rapists money and abandon you to deal with the aftermath alone #ally

Y'all do realize that there is a long history of people coming forward about abuse and being called hysterical and then quite literally being thrown into a mental hospital right? is that really the energy you're comfortable bringing to the situation?

eat my shit in hell forever

If you believe a potential abuser over a potential liar, you are a bad person

And you can all eat my shit

talking about yourself like you're a safe person for survivors and then doing nothing but enabling makes you a wolf in sheep's clothing

working on putting gas in his car and setting him up with a therapist. he's grieving heavy. if anyone knows of housing options that don't require being sober, please let me know

just ran into someone I know from homelessness and his dogs were both recently poisoned to death. trying to get him a shower and food and set him up with some support and I'm spending what little grocery money I have. if you wanna help/boost @zeropdx on venmo it would help

genuinely disgusted at how most of y'all have handled this

I don't want to be paid off. I want an apology.

this world is horrible

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when i get my uterus out
people: what happened?
me: i caught people-are-incapable-of-listening-to-me disease yeah not sure where i got it from but it took an organ. you'd think that's uncommon but you'd be surprised tbh. wait where'd you go

a webcam photo of OP with a fresh mullet

same photo but they are now showing us the side of their head

cut my hair finally. be honest 😭

a photo of someone drawing a smiley face with angry eyebrows. text reads "look at this sick and twisted creation. this is what it looks like to mentally snap... a true glimpse into my dark and evil mind... one stare would make most go flipping insane"

ur final warning.....,.,..

an acrylic marker painting of a deer on a spotted green background.

a screen grab from the sims of a sim that sort of looks like the artist working on a Romantic Painting that is two stick figures holding hands

a sketchbook page dedicated to two lover kitties. the top of the page is a detailed drawing of security camera footage of the two. the lady is eating food off to the left and the grey man is staring directly into the camera. under this drawing are headshots of each kitty, in less detail

a drawing of a spotty dog rolling around on her back. her legs are all in the air in various directions and she smiles at the viewer

a drawing of a very special old man puppy.

a sketchbook page where at the center there is a grey cat carrying a mouse towards the viewer. this cat is colored with acrylic marker, which is stark in comparison t the sketches surrounding it.

a self portrait sketch of the artist. their hair is in a bun and wavy fringe falls around their face. they have star eyebrows and swirly eyes.

a sketchbook page covered in close up drawings of cats. a couple of them are stylized, and one is warped perspective (making its nose huge)

another sketchbook page featuring mostly cats. one is striped and has its tongue out. one is triangular and angry looking. one is that meme where the cat is standing on two feet with a purse. one is a fake polaroid of a cat couple in front of the eiffel tower

a page of a sketchbook featuring one cat. he is looking directly at the viewer with his mouth slightly open

a peak into my sketchbook and my second warning that I am going to start posting even weirder art, for the greater good. more info on that on my last post

…still trying to get a birth certificate to get an I.D. to catch a train 😬

hi :)

I am considering putting together an art show / exhibit with the entire collection. Let me know if this interests you, or if you have or know of a location that would be willing to host. This patch of the hollow spaceman will be available at my Rad Pride booth in late June.

The idea is that this will be a temporary shift, but there is a lot of uncertainty surrounding my situation that will greatly affect not only my art but who I am as a person moving forward.

There is still light hearted art with prettier themes to be posted, but am currently getting out what I need to get out.

I will be posting warnings when it feels necessary but wanted you all to know that there is a significant shift in themes coming to my page. This is a large part of the reason I have been hesitating to post.

I would love people to tell me what the piece made them feel, as I continue posting them.