A skeletal death, in a black, hooded robe, sits, hand under chin, scythe on the ground, surrounded by flocks of ravens. The painting "Tired or The Weary Death", Pavel Karlovich, Wenig
The Weary Death / Tired, Pavel Karlovich Wenig, 1915
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why did me posting on bluesky make the website stop working what did I do
please why does this website have to be down now I need to put my thoughts somewhere please
everyone is always looking at me because they know I'm trans they'll always be looking at me unless I pretend that I'm not I don't want people to look at me
its fine if they see it afterwards but i dont want them to see it while im selecting it. thats like the difference between seeing someone left pee in a toilet vs watching them while theyre peeing
taking an official StPD test and getting increasingly anxious imagining someone behind me watching me selecting my answers and having a nervous breakdown because i dont want someone to see my embarrassing answers as i select them
Just realized the "problematic kink/media" thing is literally just the "video games make you violent" argument with a different coat of paint.
People playing shooters dont actually wanna shoot people by default, they're playing a game.
You can fill in the blanks with any kink, it's always the same
hey, so, this is wildly irresponsible "reporting" that seems to be for the express purpose of garnering fear clicks from trans women, and idk why nobody's calling this out. This Is Not Happening, Nor Will It Ever Happen. thread.
it's a very scary time to be trans in this country, but you also should be aware of what is actually a problem, what is actually something you have to worry about, and what is yet another nothingburger. you can't fight the actual fight if you're too busy swinging at ghosts.
back to the ol pump and dump
packing my sword and axe
I know this sounds silly but I really do feel bad and like I wasted my time and effort by putting down art for so many years that I know I have lost my touch and it's intimidating to start again so I just. haven't
the thing about art is that you never stagnate. even if it really. Really feels like you have. even if it feels like your stuff is getting worse. youre getting better at something.
you only stagnate if you stop
if you were a teenager who was not an artist in 2009 and wanted to make a quick game idea you might mod something together with source engine tools. ten years later it would be unreal engine asset store packs. now its like roblox or ai generated slop
thinking a lot about the aesthetics of laziness lately. maybe thats a bad term for it. i dont mean it as an insult. but the dominant aesthetics of artists whose interests are elsewhere in the process. they have got so much worse lately and it sucks so bad for everyone
Gobbo bought new bikini (definitely not stolen)
saw a video that complaining about the multiple timelines in yakuza games and i think that might be the most damning thing i've ever heard about video games. medium doomed sorry wrap it up
he kinda feels like he exists separately from zim in culture as his own thing. like what happened with bart simpson
imagining them seeing a list of available labels and doing this
whole gaaaang
I grew up on 2% and the moment I tasted whole milk as a highschooler my world was changed forever
A comic. 1: 1987 10-year old Jaq (in the form of a blobbly li'l male person) draws a Garfield & thinks "I wanna be a world-famous cartoonist! 2: 1995 18-year old Jaq (same blobby male, a bit more desheveled) drawing a comic page taped to a drafting table thinking "I wanna be a fairly well-known comic artist" 3: 2002 25-year old Jaq (looking quite desheveled) drawing more & thinking "I wanna marginally get by in comics" 4: 2013 36-year old Jaq, surrounded by comic pages, drinking Rum from the bottle, looking defeated "I wanna not become entirely irrelevant, forgotten, and destroyed by comics." 5: 2017 40-year old Jaq in a blobby crumpled hear surrounded by pages & liquor bottles "I wanna die" 6: 2019 42-yr old Jaq, still a blobby male but a li'l more cleaned up, next to a recycling bin full of liquor bottles "I wanna be... a girl??" 7: 2023 46-year old Jaq, now a full-figure, non-blobby lady, mellow & smiling "I wanna be a bunny"
I wanna be *now with alt text*
Hell y'all, the very real, verifiable threats we face β including from the courts β are bad enough without adding bouts of panicslop inventing entirely new ones. This bs inflicts a real human cost.
#BlueskyGetsMilked
EVERYONE. NOW
bro LOL
my wife is such an elite level lurker I just noticed this is the first time she has ever made any post before on this website despite her talking to me about my posts in private all the time
I harvest and preserve my own blood to use as a pigment and I think if the average person found out they would think that I'm a serial killer and not that I self harm
it's a "you do something weird so I think you're the bad guy here" world
and finally, as a survivor of csa, "abused as a result of art" is not real. it's never been real. art cannot act. art cannot abuse children.
people do that. family members, trusted adults do that. nobody says they were abused by art. they say they were abused by someone.
fuck this guy.
