This year will be good to me โค๏ธ
This year will be good to me โค๏ธ
SAVE THE DATE: All aboard the Doomtrain to Amaurot!!! Arigato Best @ FF IS THE BEST - Official Livestream Tribute Set 2.13.26 9 AM PT
The vibes these last couple days have been so good at undoing a lot of very upsetting feelings I've had since a negative comment on my appearance.
Just have to be at ease with it, and hope people mean well this time. I am a handsome guy ๐
Live now on Twitch w/ TOT and breaking in the new year with another ameatuer DJ vibe moment set vibe
www.twitch.tv/mmmlurch
Trying hand at DJing after some post-Christmas DBD.
Watched a boiler room just last week which means I'm basically all g.
Anyway see you there!
you're going live www.twitch.tv/mmmlurch
some odd behaviour on Twitch tonight i needed to share some feelings on.
Trying out the new darktide class!!!
www.twitch.tv/mmmlurch
The best way you can support is by taking the dps role from someone who thinks they're doing anything other than going 4/33 as punisher
Bunch of 2027 VO stuff starting late next week, so will have my recording gear setup.
Will be live on Twitch between all that. See you later next week.
We are live with our HOT ONES CHALLENGE stream!! We have 10 chicken wings and 10 increasingly spicy hot sauces directly from the show!! Can we survive and make it to the Last Dab Experience? Come find out! Later Mall Simulator for Black Friday!! twitch.tv/buffboygames
Also side notes: Thank you for the show of support for said story, and rather than write off those words: I want to acknowledge that I see them. I just have to keep moving honestly, embracing my immediate needs and interests. Keep on keeping on.
Let's have fun.
Consistently the happiest I've been this year. But to clarify: It's not result of emotional state, it's something in the brain not communicating with another thing due to cumulative, long-term exhaustion. If the vibe is off for me - that cut off is the risk I face. I try my best to avoid it. 2/2
Getting messages about my recent insta story.
Thought I've been pretty upfront about my recent unalive attempts.
Seems my immortality is really good against traffic and poison. I jest, I'm very lucky. AuDHD burnout is very much a slow recovery, could use about 10 more years holiday. 1/2
Really want candy corn crocs. Or pumpkin crocs.
quick lil gamescom vlog ๐
1st month back streaming was gorgeous save some distressing behaviour from streamers a little too use to getting their way.
2nd month back was hard and full of a lot of loss, but also nice because at the end of the day it was still me, and at least I'm still allowed to be x
3rd month? Labubu?
tbh it really hurts to get called even small playful things like controversial by people you respect, all things considered.
All's I did was not react so hard it went the other way where the problem was my own existence.
That's not controversial that's an AuDHD meltdown.
It's a sunny day, the gang's all here
Since it's happened twice so far during these last couple weeks:
Please understand don't message my personal Facebook if you are not a personal friend or family member.
Need to play Gauntlet Dark Legacy so bad right now
Spending a significantly less time live for health reasons with my return, I want to ensure those who missed certain games could catch the highs and lows of those lives.
This video format is nothing deep, it's just THE GAME BIT after all (ft Murder House by Puppet Combo)
youtu.be/9lHIykZjYQ0
Soul Blade/Edge was so good!
If you see this, share some of your favorite PS1 games using only screenshots
This is very daunting for me but also the date is set let's goOoOo
did you put on mug? your brows are wonderful. jfc ๐
Telling @crybabyvt.bsky.social about our first connection in Death Stranding 2.
Am still listening to loveliest time. That Side B changed my life as much as Emotion Side B.