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Living a second life with both hands open. Sober. Curious. Sacred witness to my own becoming. canon-writing, deeply human, Gamer, coder, artist, weirdo, OKC-adjacent.

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Probably the only type in the wild with all of these traits are CryptoBroTweets

06.02.2026 21:10 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

1. Whatever language is close to the solution space you're moving towards.
2. Why not?
3. I'm not the one who has to believe.

20.11.2025 02:49 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Lol no. fork another language instead

20.11.2025 02:27 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I think the trick is to know your worth regardless of the work. The work isn't you, and you're not the work. Yes, it came from you, but it doesn't prove your worth, you do.

28.10.2025 20:58 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I will heal. I've only just started, but building that trust - that I am a human being - will take time.

15.10.2025 04:30 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

And now, in the aftermath, I must sit not with just my pain, but sit harm I've done. A vow to never harm again, and to make amends to those in my wake.

Self betrayal? I've made the better choice. Even if that means screaming into the void just to be safe.

15.10.2025 04:27 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

And since I knew no other way, I carried it forward. I took the harm done to me, and transmuted into harm done to others. All to escape a pain that should have never been mine.

15.10.2025 04:23 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Self betrayal? The betrayal didn't begin with me. I was handed shame and guilt, and was told it was love and discipline. I was taught to never ask for help, because that meant weakness.

I was taught that I wasn't a human being. That I was a pile of problems and regret.

15.10.2025 04:21 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

I'm still sitting with the discomfort, because I spent so long escaping it. I've got some more time before my body can let that happen without it being afraid of it feeling like it will kill me.

14.10.2025 13:29 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Once I put down my maladaptive coping mechanisms, my inner self was left treading water in an ocean of pain.
Sometimes I wear down, slip under the surface, and feel like I’m going to drown.

The trick?

Reminding myself it’s not a real ocean.

13.10.2025 20:35 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

And here I thought they forgot 80% of the nuts they buried, and that's how trees get planted...

13.10.2025 20:12 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

We can identify colors to each other because we name colors by what they are - a wavelength on the spectrum of visible light. But how your brain interprets that? That's uniquely yours.

13.10.2025 19:24 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

It's not! Color is a subjective experience. It's all in your head.

13.10.2025 19:20 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

It's funny because it's exaggerated.
It hurts because it's not.

13.10.2025 19:05 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Yeah. Sometimes I just gotta sit with my feels for a bit. Then it goes from "light breeze" to "stiff breeze".

07.10.2025 13:24 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

also, what messed up is that the Pinkertons started on the side of labor, and we're progressive for their time. They hired the first female private detective, and we're responsible for getting Lincoln from Chicago to DC safely after his election.

02.10.2025 12:59 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I'm sorry that was harsh I❀️U

29.04.2025 14:15 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Gdi brick don't you dare insinuate my level of maturity it's 2025

29.04.2025 14:14 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I prefer the term "neurospicy"

29.04.2025 13:22 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

A meme critical of meme culture

TURNTABLES

28.04.2025 04:11 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Samantho
Barbaro
Amando

Fk that works

28.04.2025 04:09 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Gdi brick I learnt dis today how dare u teach me smthin

28.04.2025 04:07 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Gradients come and go. Please waiting feels forever.

26.04.2025 23:45 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

If I use matrices to describe a perspective, is that cultural appropriation!?

25.04.2025 19:16 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Current LLMs passing the Turing test is an asset.

Current LLMs passing the Turing test is a problem.

24.04.2025 05:48 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

The fine for employing someone who isn't legally allowed to work in the US is $10,000 a day for every day they worked.

Apparently, that fine isn't steep enough.

14.04.2025 17:03 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Honestly, from the perspective of the people that come here illegally, they see no choice but to come here. They're attempting to escape poverty and injustice in their own homeland, which they see as far worse than the poverty and injustice here in the states.

Weird, huh?

14.04.2025 12:20 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I'm on "bevy-playground-6"

12.04.2025 03:57 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I'm on the opposite end of the spectrum - not-so-new to bevy, but new to doing UI stuffs with bevy. I only have good habits to form.

13.12.2024 02:22 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I bet if you look at the cross-section of players who participate in competitive mp games who also play in organized communities specifically for the purpose(tournament style, people in premade teams who practice and scrimmage), you'll see that self improvement is the prevailing mindset.

10.12.2024 03:43 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0