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how I look at cold water at 3am

the mental war that is “am I being annoying or am I just yearning for common courtesy?” I can’t tell the difference these days

I want to “live in peace” but sometimes it feels like I’m living in everyone else’s peace but my own.

I have a little self care app that tells me to think of one thing I’m grateful for everyday and today it is that I have the power to create change. I have the opportunity to start over whenever I want. Boy do I feel lucky to be me.

Ahh the yearly “I am going to be okay” after feeling that March sunshine

I have been patiently waiting for a shovel and I will not explain

sometimes I forget that part of my lore is that I went to a catholic school until I was 8 and it was at that grown age that they made us watch the passion of the Christ in a class called religion.. but we must protect the children right? RIGHT??

hopeful at bedtime but hopeless come morning

also wanted to show off my gf

biblically accurate

LUSH sympathy for the skin. It’s been an absolute fav of mine for like 10 years which is crazy but I usually reach for it when it’s extremely cold and dry like this and my skin just drinks it up (in a good way) it smells like a delicate vanilla custard 🥰

my mind body and spirit all have beef with each other

was because she was very emotionally fragile-had a lot of things to work through (I later learned I did as well)
but I just know losing him will be so hard on her. I feel for her.

we are not friends, haven’t spoken in 3+years. I resented her for how she treated me but ultimately accepted everything and moved on. part of the reason things happened the way they did

looked this hot at work just to throw up and go home 💔

being the jar opener of the house is a sexuality affirming practice 🫳🏼

guilty of escapism since I was a frickin teenager

last night was sooooo lesbian
ft drunk birthday cig

29 babes, 29 🎈

my gf speaks so loud & firm on the phone but I just realized it’s because she works in agribusiness and is used to having to talk over god fearing, women hating farmers who think she doesn’t know shit about poop. I’d wanna scream too

if I’m ever in danger with a man, please god let there be a butch lesbian in her late 50’s nearby to protect me

someone wrote “have a fantastic day” on the white board but it looked like “have an autistic day” and I think that’s so real

Omg same except it was a half white eyelash 🤍

I broke the seal on an oxygen tank at work today- couldn’t shut it off so we all passed it around like whippets until it was empty

I fully believe that your personal surroundings aid in getting you through the mud when you’re sittin in it. You must nest. You must put things that make you happy on the walls and excessively light your candles. I wake up, look around, and just constantly think “this is so nice”

thank you!!! 🩵

thank you 🩵 that’s good to know. I feel as if I’ve been noting my symptoms and blanketing them with anxiety.. but I think I truly struggle with ADHD (probably some anxiety) and I do feel as if the habits I’m struggling with are very much impulsive.. so maybe it will work for me too 🥺

I weaned off of it with the help of my doctor a while ago now. do we think I should talk to my doctor about Wellbutrin? I just know they will try and put me back on sertraline and I refuse. Thoughts and opinions welcome 🩵

later, I tried it again. even at a lower dose I was then struggling with side effects like weight gain and loss of libido- which was also terrible for my mental health for other mental reasons LOL. This time, no relief from the anxiety and whatever it is I experience. LOL HELP ME