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A goodbye written over a dark field of stars.

A goodbye written over a dark field of stars.

ANNOUNCEMENT:

31.08.2025 17:05 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
""I'm fine"
If you ask me 
that question again, 
I'll think you really care,
and you're going to hear 
a terrible thing or two
that might ruin your day.

"Don't worry about it"
I'll worry about it instead,
and probably all weekβ€”
Wondering what I did wrong,
or what I could do
so that you don't ever
have to hear me
apologizing again.

"I’ve got a lot going on"
Beneath all the labor
of the year,
I am busy 
trying to convince myself 
to kill myself.
So, I ask for your patience, 
as I am also busy 
trying to convince myself
not to kill myself.

" . . . "
I had to put the guns away.
I sat in the dark 
for hours without realizing.
I don't remember when I last showered.
I broke down and cried 
on the floor again.
I have been fantasizing about death.
I need help."

as a pale text over faces in the dark.

""I'm fine" If you ask me that question again, I'll think you really care, and you're going to hear a terrible thing or two that might ruin your day. "Don't worry about it" I'll worry about it instead, and probably all weekβ€” Wondering what I did wrong, or what I could do so that you don't ever have to hear me apologizing again. "I’ve got a lot going on" Beneath all the labor of the year, I am busy trying to convince myself to kill myself. So, I ask for your patience, as I am also busy trying to convince myself not to kill myself. " . . . " I had to put the guns away. I sat in the dark for hours without realizing. I don't remember when I last showered. I broke down and cried on the floor again. I have been fantasizing about death. I need help." as a pale text over faces in the dark.

'Call Them'

(read freely here)
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#poetry #poems #photography #dark #writing

24.08.2025 05:49 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Distance is in the Eyes (a poem about love and death) I used to think he loved the birds and dreamed awake of the stories from before.

'Distance is in the Eyes'

(read freely here)
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#poetry #poems #poet #poets #writing #AmWriting #WritingCommunity #BlueskyWritingCommunity #WriterSky #photography #beautiful #clouds #sunset #dark #death #love #life

23.08.2025 05:53 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
faces in waves of darkness

faces in waves of darkness

#dark #DarkArt #DarkArtist #creepy #BlackWork #BlackAndWhiteArt

16.08.2025 16:16 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Voice (a poem) Trailing colors The light dances Just out of reach

The pursuit of truth, meaning, fulfillment . . .

Does it not carry a cost?

'Voice'

(read here)
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#poetry #poems #poet #poets #writing #AmWriting #WritingCommunity #BlueskyWritingCommunity #WriterSky #photography #dark #DarkArt #DarkArtist

15.08.2025 04:17 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a) a wooden pen and case. b) a black steel pen. Both are on a wooden background.

a) a wooden pen and case. b) a black steel pen. Both are on a wooden background.

Now that I'm a serious writer, I never leave the house without my:

a) fancy wood pen with fancy wood foldy case

b) tungsten carbide-tipped, screw-sealed, full-steel body, tactical pen

#WritingCommunity #WriterSky #writing #pens

01.08.2025 00:45 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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The Archive of The Degenerate You have been expected.

Cleaned some cobwebs out the corners of the archive. Had to crack the ol finger bones and break out some CSS, but I'm happy with it

(changes literally so inconsequential, bonus points to any brave soul who can even tell what's different)

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#web-development #WriterSky #Writing

24.07.2025 18:57 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
black and white photo of ozzy osbourne.

black and white photo of ozzy osbourne.

Burning one for the Prince of Darkness.

23.07.2025 03:56 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
"I don't know who I miss more
between them 
and the person I used to be" as a white text over a trail in a dark foggy forest.

"I don't know who I miss more between them and the person I used to be" as a white text over a trail in a dark foggy forest.

#poetry #photography #dark

17.07.2025 21:54 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

You know, I've had dreams of all of human civilization being reduced to nothing but ash and cinder by the mere perturbations of the titanic thermonuclear reactor holding our solar system together.

Supposedly this sort of CME "superflare" cannot happen but wouldn't it be interesting if it did? ☺️

17.07.2025 21:11 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

based

17.07.2025 20:42 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Post image

Dream

17.07.2025 18:36 πŸ‘ 324 πŸ” 83 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1

Zapped the active post tags on my blog from +600 to ~70... maybe Google will stop yelling at me now

I think it's mostly for indexing and page ranking, but I guarantee my SEO manager WILL come up with another creative way to waste an evening of mine...

#web-development #WritingCommunity #WriterSky

16.07.2025 04:36 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a screencap of a profile for Degen3rate that proofs their domain verification.

a screencap of a profile for Degen3rate that proofs their domain verification.

Domain verified.

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#Bsky #web-development #WritingCommunity #BlueskyWritingCommunity #WriterSky

13.07.2025 16:25 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a dark texture which the following poem is overlaid:
β€˜Sharksleep’
I have heard that sharks might die
Of suffocation when they still.
To no end do they wander or try
And anchor against the current’s will,
In search of places they may lie.
Lately,
When I settle down
For rest well-deserved,
I feel that I am drowning.
Am I a shark?

a dark texture which the following poem is overlaid: β€˜Sharksleep’ I have heard that sharks might die Of suffocation when they still. To no end do they wander or try And anchor against the current’s will, In search of places they may lie. Lately, When I settle down For rest well-deserved, I feel that I am drowning. Am I a shark?

if i stop i will die if i stop i will die if i stop i will die

'Sharksleep'

#photography #writing #WritingCommunity #BlueskyWritingCommunity #WriterSky #poetry #poems #poet #poets #dark #DarkArt

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03.07.2025 21:44 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
A dark purple forest with a poem overlaid that reads:
'Bedrot'
Monday morning.
Staring at the conversation,
I come up with my reason
Of why I won’t be showing.
β€œGet up, damn you.”
Paralyzed by all the choices,
Pillow clamped over my head,
Trying to drown out the voices
Saying, "I wish that I were dead."
"I am no one's special person."
Does it matter the fire dwindles
Or that it’s slowly killing me,
If the truth is really
That I am truly alone?
"Nobody needs me."
That's why I'm in here,
And they're out there.
"No one cares about what's happening."
The world demands the energy,
Of those who face the light of day.
The world asks nothing of me
And seems not to care if I stay.
"Nobody will notice if I'm gone."
Lost beneath the crushing wave,
I embrace the gentle dark
That asks only hours of me,
Half-sleep sweeps the body away.
"Everyone would be better off without me around."
Trapped by a tangle of sheets,
Buried until evening I lay
Curled in the shaded halls of my mind,
Where at least the noise is held at bay.

A dark purple forest with a poem overlaid that reads: 'Bedrot' Monday morning. Staring at the conversation, I come up with my reason Of why I won’t be showing. β€œGet up, damn you.” Paralyzed by all the choices, Pillow clamped over my head, Trying to drown out the voices Saying, "I wish that I were dead." "I am no one's special person." Does it matter the fire dwindles Or that it’s slowly killing me, If the truth is really That I am truly alone? "Nobody needs me." That's why I'm in here, And they're out there. "No one cares about what's happening." The world demands the energy, Of those who face the light of day. The world asks nothing of me And seems not to care if I stay. "Nobody will notice if I'm gone." Lost beneath the crushing wave, I embrace the gentle dark That asks only hours of me, Half-sleep sweeps the body away. "Everyone would be better off without me around." Trapped by a tangle of sheets, Buried until evening I lay Curled in the shaded halls of my mind, Where at least the noise is held at bay.

losing in a fight against
your own body and mind

'Bedrot'

#depression #MentalHealth #depressed #dark #darkart #writing #WritingCommunity #BlueskyWritingCommunity #WriterSky #poetry #poems #poet #poets #darkartist #creepy #photography #NaturePhotography

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03.07.2025 21:18 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 1
a photograph of waves of abstract layers of glowing fabric and shadows

a photograph of waves of abstract layers of glowing fabric and shadows

what do you think is in the space between ?

#photography #abstract #BlackAndWhiteArt

15.06.2025 15:20 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
a black and white illustration of 4 ICE agents standing at the other side of an open door. They are silhouetted except for their glowing eyes and bared teeth. The text reads β€œour dire investigations had led us here. danger is everywhere - it is best to comply. may we enter?”

a black and white illustration of 4 ICE agents standing at the other side of an open door. They are silhouetted except for their glowing eyes and bared teeth. The text reads β€œour dire investigations had led us here. danger is everywhere - it is best to comply. may we enter?”

don’t let them in. fuck ice. fuck fascists

09.06.2025 20:20 πŸ‘ 5701 πŸ” 2064 πŸ’¬ 18 πŸ“Œ 14
a tall, dark forest of thin trees wrapped in fog.

a tall, dark forest of thin trees wrapped in fog.

it is fine to get lost in this wide journey

#photography #PhotoOfTheDay #NaturePhotography #landscape #TravelPhotography #beautiful #fog #dark #DarkArt #creepy #poetry #poems

(to get lost for a bit, visit my eyestrain-friendly archive)
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04.06.2025 17:50 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
A monochrome sun over a path, surrounded by dark bushes.

A monochrome sun over a path, surrounded by dark bushes.

Something alights the way.

#photography #PhotoOfTheDay #NaturePhotography #landscape #TravelPhotography #beautiful #sky #trails #travel

03.06.2025 03:30 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

How to trick an introvert into being your friend:

Feed them

31.05.2025 19:48 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
a storm front over foothills in the distance, pushing over a golden plain. a single sign sits in the center of the photo.

a storm front over foothills in the distance, pushing over a golden plain. a single sign sits in the center of the photo.

The quiet push of a distant storm

#photography #PhotoOfTheDay #NaturePhotography #landscape #TravelPhotography #beautiful #clouds #storm #storms

30.05.2025 18:43 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

thank fuck

keep protesting tesla tho

29.05.2025 22:34 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

baGAWK

29.05.2025 22:34 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

thatsa big feesh

29.05.2025 22:32 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I believe in determinism

You were always meant to pursue this path

It was merely a number of things that led you to it

Or so I believe

Either way, dope work and cool idea

29.05.2025 22:30 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Guess we need more countries publicly denouncing Zionists, illegal settlers, and the actions of the IDF and Mustafa, then...

Otherwise the killings, starvation, and bombings will continue until morale improves

29.05.2025 22:24 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

are we allowed to sue big oil for ruining our society yet, or are they still doing the whole "disappearing dissidents" thing?

asking for a friend

29.05.2025 22:21 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I played a blood elf pally and mage back in my day

my pally was a super long haired dude named Phabeoh and my guild called me Phab and I was the raid crew's main-tank at a tender middle school age

my mage was a pretty but dangerous ice-magic wielding lady who obliterated nerds in PvP scenarios

29.05.2025 22:14 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

we're gonna be seeing more "unprecedented" climate/geographic disaster headlines...

29.05.2025 22:12 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0