Cyn

Thank you. 🫶

🙏 thank you!

Things are really bad and I'm sorry for complaining so much. I really hope I get this restaurant job! At least then I'll be able to somewhat afford my meds out-of-pocket if I'm still not insured by May. That's when I see the new psych. They didn't have availability until then.

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So it's been about 6 months since I moved back home and going indie just isn't feasible for my family and I right now, we're struggling and while they wanted to support me they just can't. I'm probably going to indefinitely close payments on my Patreon until I can consistently post there again.

I have an interview at a restaurant next week, thank GOD
I hope it goes somewhere

Being without my meds all of a sudden is a literal death sentence. If your body doesn't have the chemicals it needs that it's been used to from buying them at the store, it just wants to die.

I want to wean off of them eventually to see if I can handle it, but now is not the time.

One of these days I'm not gonna be able to afford my meds and then I'll end up killing myself from the serotonin levels in my brain dropping so bad that I lose the will to live.

Let's hope that doesn't happen but I'm gonna be honest, this financial predicament I'm in is scary.

#deltarune

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Absolutely loathing this fucking country and it's healthcare system today. I cannot keep spending $200 on my Adderall every damn month!! AUGH.

I ordered prints samples and the quality is unreal #rujinu #kpopdemonhunters

Coms will also be closed for now, ko-fi will still be up, my shop will remain closed for now but I might make a new product here and there. I'll still be drawing and posting on socials!

Did not help that I've been sick on & off because of medical issues over the past few months. I'll try to get back to going indie in a year or so, but right now I need to focus on getting another non-art job. Once all of our debt is cleared my family will be able to support me.

So it's been about 6 months since I moved back home and going indie just isn't feasible for my family and I right now, we're struggling and while they wanted to support me they just can't. I'm probably going to indefinitely close payments on my Patreon until I can consistently post there again.

Long shot but to the owner of the discord server for an elemental fanzine I was in- I've completely lost contact with you since my old discord was compromised and my email deleted. Please find my new discord @cyndavilachase_ and message me there.

Wuff @zouldoodles.bsky.social
#foxpopvli #art

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Slight Pokopia fomo but cannot afford switch 2

Swish~

#art | #characters | #Juneau 🍂

Digital artwork of three baby piglets with shooting star fur patterns

baby shooting stars 💫

Your stuff is literally from the heavens

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While my discord is still compromised and I don't currently have access to my server, my mods and I made a new one for now. You can find it here: discord.gg/Mp2Vkr7nB

I have everything secured and back now except for my original discord and my YouTube, we'll see if I can get those back

Oh and I just got my carrd back.

Still working on getting my YouTube back, I'm in an email thread with them, no idea if they'll end up helping. It's looking like I'm definitely gonna get my squarespace (my portfolio website) back since I'm able to provide my bank information to confirm the email change. Just got my ko-fi back.