It really sucks to be aware of your faults and to try to live in a way that minimizes harm when almost no one around you does the same. I'm not perfect by any means but at least I try to be conscientious and upbeat, which is more than I can say for 95% of the people I live around
I tried it and you're right, bottom half nudity feels so much more fun than the full thing. It's like being in a cartoon lol
Not sure why I was so apprehensive about it for so long but yeah I absolutely see the vision
I've always been disconnected from my body and kind of hated it. Something has changed for the better. It's a side effect of the marijuana poisoning
I'm suddenly and weirdly into being naked all the time lately (and also right now). I don't think I'm at Full Nudist but it's nice to just exist naturally and take pleasure in how my body looks and feels
Hulk discover reason to live
I guess that's the price I have to pay to stop 9/11
officially giving myself permission to be horny
Me: I'm not coming in
My boss: Ok 👍
It's hard to shake that lifelong fear of Getting In Trouble
Why do I feel guilty for calling out of work when I don't like my job and no one else cares either 🙄 like could I be more of a dweeb
⬅️ THIS RABBIT is FLAWED ‼️😱🤯
I don't feel like I'm That annoying but I've had divided responses when I choose to be myself. I'm sometimes very fun to be around but also kind of snobbish and (accidentally!) condescending and idrk how to balance that into a well adjusted person that everyone likes
My mind is that Yu-Gi-Oh split path meme: "be obnoxiously inoffensive so people will tolerate me" or "be myself and embrace my slight abrasiveness but be alone"
The world is so interesting but impossible to make sense of. I wonder if I'll ever find my place in it someday
Me feel annoying when me post here
looking at porn is a valuable part of the creative process
Horses and donkeys know this
Kindness is the seed that grows love
=03
I think of you want to get anything positive out of being in any fandom, you have to learn to compartmentalize a bit and understand that people outside of it are probably going to judge you for it. This is a space where it's okay to be weird exactly because it's not safe to do so elsewhere
People aren't going to separate your micro identity from the subculture. To everyone looking in (eg the people they're appealing to), furry = weirdo full stop. It's literally impossible to make the fandom palatable to people who don't already want to engage with it in good faith
I have No Stake in this conversation but I'm fascinated by furries who create hate campaigns against babyfirs and other kink expressions in the fandom. Like surely they must know that to an outsider just Being A Furry is the same as admitting you like to fuck animals
"What if it doesn't work out?" WELL WHAT IF IT DOES!!!
WHAT IF IT DOES!!!! I will not be defeated by self doubt. I will not kill my soul to fit in! I know who I am and what I like to do!!
I will believe in myself!!!!
I WILL SUCCEED!!! I WILL CREATE, DAMN YOU!!! I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!!
I felt guilty about giving up after literally just getting hired but there's just no way in hell I'm ever going to pass as a straight man lol. It's not me, it's my work environment. I don't need the extra stress
Im really looking forward to leaving this place so I can go back to being out at work. Pretending to be straight (very unconvincingly) is a full time job in itself
I wish Punch the baby monkey knew how much the world loves him
I guess I'm still not at full power ...
I power through by reminding myself that no matter how bad it gets, I will eventually be dead
