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when will my time be up

like be fucking forreal its no wonder i dont have any friends, too ugly and too bitchy

and girls only want to be friends with other pretty girls and i dont fit in that category, and im just unbearable and bitchy most days

i hate looking at myself, my face gets so much acne and the scars dont ever go away, ive gained weight (my family has to bring it up in every conversation), my hair is crusty as all hell, im awkward and anxious as all fuck, and only 1 person in the world somehow tolerates me (i dont understand why)

that’s why everyone is away and im all alone

i need friends or someone to go out and do shit with thats not my partner but that’s hard to come by when all im known for is being rude and insufferable

who gives a fuck actually

right because its all my fault. no just say that its better not having me around, dont pretend to care or love me just because im family and youre obligated to. ill be gone one day and you wont have a second thought about me

no one would show up to my funeral, my family would just go on a trip and forget about me like they usually do, friends dont exist, and coworkers would be glad they dont have to deal with my disappointing ass anymore

been waiting for weeks for this shirt

can a girl get a birthday discount or something

i think 700 to color and cut my hair is a bit ridiculous but what do i know

why does miami suck ass

everyday i think i need friends but i dont actually im a huge nuisance and a huge bitch

who knows the next fucking time ill get this opportunity again, i probably wont i’ll probably be fucking dead next time i do

all i can takeaway from this is that i know what to expect in the future but fuck i really wanted to work for THIS team and i sold out i was so shit

bro theres no way im getting this job, like i fumbled so fucking hard

i want to hit a huge dab so bad man i hate it here

dying for a new puffco pivot

just bombed an interview of a job i really wanted 🤩

hate a job that’s forcing me to be clean, like i have the urge to smoke a j everyday. shit is ass

im in ur fridge drinking ur dr pepper

still pissed off and fucked up in the head, new year same bullshit

alive if anyone cares

man all i really have is myself, cant trust nobody. no friends no family no loves, no one cares, no one bothers. just gonna be me myself and i to the grave

everything dies eventually

switching over to a new acc probably

an hour of running water

bro why does a bald man need to take an hour shower; you have no hair what else do you need to clean

i need a new transferproof lippie