The Forest and the Trees by Jill Murray
An upcycled game about finding ways to move on and finish art.
I took a Bitsy game I never finished, about a maple syrup heist, and turned it into a poetic memoir about finishing things, for a @gamepoems.bsky.social submission. I'm told it will be shared this weekend at the Winchester Poetry Festival in the UK, which I'm excited about. Takes ~5 mins to play.
03.10.2025 17:50
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If you ever be suicidal in your life, you know 'people who commit suicide cant get to heaven' is such ridiculous rule in religion. Suicide isnt just something you done just bc one aspect of your life get hard, its multiple factors that have been simmering in your life for years
05.10.2025 06:21
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Digital illustration of Silco and Vander from Arcane, as seen in the Alternate Universe episode, old and happily married together. They're naked in bed in front of the pretty stained glass window in the upstairs room at The Last Drop. Vander is on his front with his legs spread, and he's reaching between them. Silco is on his knees to Vander's side, leaning over him to touch his hair and kiss his back. His other hand is on Vander's butt, but that whole area is censored. The lighting is a warm pinky purple instead of the usual sickly green.
"Relax, love, I've got you."
Full piece on the patreon, had to get something done for these two this month in honor of the amazing stuff happening over in #zaundadskinktober2025 land! Next year I'll try to hit some more specific prompts :)
#zaundads #vanco #silco #vander #arcane
05.10.2025 06:15
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if you look closely you may see a little T dick looking back at you. Viktor in some lacey hexcore panties and some garter socks for you to enjoy
#Viktor taking some slutty pictures with knee high stockings and garters??? um... yes please. #jayce #jayvik #arcane
01.10.2025 09:55
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I need to sleep man I can feel the depressive ep start to creep in
04.10.2025 15:24
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Ver 2. The Heraldβs Favorite
#sei_draws #JayceTalis
04.10.2025 11:43
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I have been posting negative stuff lately so I want to give you good news: I will graduate from my bachelor of pharmacy program with 3.56 GPA next week. I still cant believe I manage to do it while being unmedicated bipolar π₯²
04.10.2025 12:30
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Even as I drive to hospital, carrying my medical referal, to get help, its still hammering inside my head.
I remember the nurses from the health center I went to urge me to drive there as soon as possible and I grateful for that. I think if I wait for even one more day, I dont think I will be here
03.10.2025 12:04
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Everytime I ride my scooter I always think about it. Everyday I keep telling myself 'This time! I will do it! I will do it! Im not a coward! I dont care if Im going to hell for this!'. I keep telling myself this even when Im having a good mood
03.10.2025 12:04
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Then I come up with the idea where I ride my scooter in the rain then'slip' in front of a truck. I dont care about how my corpse will look like. The whole thing will look like an accident. My family would never know Im being suicidal this whole time. A perfect plan.
03.10.2025 12:04
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TW: suicide ideation, rant
I still haunted by my plans from months ago.
At first I planned to take all the pills I can find in my rent room before going to bed. I remember I didnt do it bc I dont want people to think I take my life bc of the stress from working on my bachelor thesis
03.10.2025 12:04
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I had suspicion about me being bipolar years ago but everywhere I read, its always said bipolar ppl are in manic and depression state for months. So I dont see myself as one.
I still dont feel validated about my diagnosis bc mine sounds so different from others. Until you tell me about this varian
03.10.2025 06:09
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Thank you. These 6 months are the hardest months of my life but I will always grateful I choose to get help. I was so ready to end everything 6 months ago π₯²
Also wow I just learn about ultradian bipolar and the symptoms are so much identical with mine!
03.10.2025 06:09
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an illustration of a deer boy tangled up in a net trap, he's flushed and panting, tangling himself up further as he struggles. in the foreground, a figure with a knife is approaching. it's unclear if their intent is to help or hurt.
they get so stupid in rut πͺ€ #kinktober
02.10.2025 00:20
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Damn ππ₯
02.10.2025 08:13
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BITCH
02.10.2025 08:10
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Israel has KIDNAPPED 497 PEOPLE from 46 COUNTRIES from the Global Sumud Flotilla
This is a HUMANITARIAN MISSION, now it has become a global kidnapping by #Israel
01.10.2025 20:19
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6 months in after finding out Im bipolar, I find most if not all this time Im in constant state of mixed episode. I thought Im just have high functioning depressed teen girl
02.10.2025 04:21
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#zaundads #arcane #vanco #nsfwart
still one of my favorite pieces of art that I have created
01.10.2025 16:14
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I hope everything get easier in your life π
02.10.2025 00:36
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Thank you silver π₯²
02.10.2025 00:32
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can't believe i missed fat bear week..... #vander #arcane π
30.09.2025 20:42
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The lioness doesnt concern herself with her mixed episode
01.10.2025 14:14
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The lioness doesnt concern herself with the slowly emerging bipolar symptoms and how its makes her lose her mind
01.10.2025 14:02
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Kinktober Day 1
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Summary:
kinktober day 1: dom/sub, bondage, shibari
ββ¦How long is the timer set for?β
βI told you that you arenβt going to know that,β Silco reminded him. Dread filled Vanderβs chest as he imagined being tied down for hours, made to cum over and over until the toy died. His body reacted embarrassingly to the thought, more slick dribbling out of his cunt and for a moment he was glad Silco wasnβt looking at him.
Vander is tied up and challenged to not cum for an unknown amount of time.
Zaundads kinktober day 1 (might give it a proper title later)
archiveofourown.org/works/71626041
Rating: explicit
Word count: 3,262
#zaundadskinktober2025
01.10.2025 04:03
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*nods* more infatilism then
30.09.2025 02:06
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*Looking at the mirror* I need to be more shameless and unapologetic about my arts and writings
30.09.2025 02:01
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Since its seems going well, I think I want to share the original work Im working on here
archiveofourown.org/works/710457...
30.09.2025 01:54
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more middle-aged post canon yaoi
#jayvik #arcane #rule34 #yaoi #nsfw #noronikoart
30.09.2025 00:59
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digital color sketch of flashback silco reclining on something invisible, wearing grey pants and vander's shirt.
also here's a warm-up sketch i decided to color. love some implied vanco.
cw: preg
24.09.2025 08:54
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