Arkveveen

fat dragon. that is all

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I just posted something I've animated to my Patreon store, I also wrote down an update about the Spyro: Reignited Trilogy weight gain mod I'm trying to get made, so go check it out and get yourself a nice looping animation ~

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Me wearing a comedically oversized shirt that says "me liking ur posts from 8 months ago isnt me being weird or trying to stalk you bsky fyp just shows me your posts from any time and i like them not realizing theyre not recent sorry"

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I really do think my stock answer to Puritan bullshit nowadays does have to be “get a job” from now on. Adults sometimes need kink porn that hits their autistic special interests just right to cope with the world nowadays. Deal with it.

But it seems like you have to see a primary care doctor in order to appease your health insurance. So I might be forced to see a doctor and get humiliated. It's like, I don't fucking care if my diet isn't that good, I don't want to change it it's too much work. I need other options.

I was thinking of using my health insurance to go see an eye doctor because I need new glasses, my eyesight has changed again. It changes every 2 to 3 years it seems. I suspect it's acute myopia. Which isn't good... because it means I could go blind later in life.

It just seems like you are told that you have no other choice but to change what you love about yourself, if you're a feedee or a feedist. They say it's "ego" and you're being "non compliant". You simply don't understand, my fatness IS a part of my identity, it's more than just ego.

It's just, I wish the human body wasn't like this. It's just pathetic. Okay, so if you have excess body fat your body struggles to provide it with enough oxygen and blood. Okay, why not replace my heart with a stronger one? Increase the capacity of my blood vessels? I don't know.

And yeah, the last time I got it checked my cholesterol wasn't good. Neither was my blood pressure. My blood pressure right now doesn't feel good, every time I put on my noise cancelling headphones I can hear my heart pounding. My GOOD cholesterol, however, has been great.

I feel like I'm reduced to my numbers, and not in the fun or hot way like with my weight or the weight of fat furries. Going to the doctor just means having these numbers thrown at you, and if you struggle to lower those numbers, then you are blamed for it more often than not.

It's enough that I'm terrified to go to the doctor, and lately I'm terrified of just going out anywhere period. I just want to stay at home, I hate the responsibilities I have as an adult so damn much, it is terrifying and awful. I feel so dehumanized every time I go to a doctor.

I have way too much to live for, but then again I also hate the options you are given for "better health", and require too much effort or micro managing. I don't want to cook, I shouldn't have to do that. I rely on frozen meals or things like instant noodles. Provide alternatives, or STFU.

I mean I've had a headache today, since I went to bed at 2 in the afternoon from being kept awake from PC problems. And I slept for 8 hours, waking up with a nasty headache. I physically feel okay right now, although some days I feel better than this. I'm scared that I'm going to die to something.

The best I can do is maybe 15 minutes of walking each day, and my weight lifting. That's basically it. Also taking supplements, such as my Mega Red and fiber supplements. Also, drinking V8 to get my veggies. I drink plenty of water too. I'm not sure if I'm "healthy" or not. I think I feel fine.

The thing is, I do worry that I'm going to die soon. But there's not much I can do at the moment. All the options suck and shouldn't be the only ones. I shouldn't have to micro manage my life when I have things I rather be doing, such as creative endeavors and making games.

Oh yeah, there is also a lot of stressful things happening. I might lose my health insurance since I haven't had a doctor appointment in a long time. Remember, I'm struggling lately with phone calls or answering the phone, and going out anywhere. Also, not wanting to deal with medical fatphobia.

In fact, I think I could make a weight gain game of my own featuring our favorite purple dragon. I'm suddenly having a lot of ideas. I mean, if my computer will behave and not have any problems. It seems stable and healthy at the moment, so I might be fine.

Sigh, in happier and more lovely news, I plan on practicing animation more with Spyro and see what I can do. I realized I can use his in-game model and animations to trace over and practice consistency with. A static pose works and all, but I want to do so much more. <3

Oh my goodness, how did I miss this amazingly sexy animation?! Wonderful! Goodness, such a great range of lovely sizes and growing, soft curves ~

Weight slider
Oops- my hand slipped.
Hope you like it <3

Those two first crashes were Hyper Visor fatal errors. So I turned off Hyper Visor. I also turned off restart on system failure so I can more easily see if something is wrong. So far, nothing seems to be happening and my system seems stable. I seriously hate PCs sometimes, as much as I love them.

It could've either been an issue with the NVIDIA driver, and rolling it back DID fix it, but my PC for some reason decided to shut off suddenly then restart. With no errors. That was the third crash. The first two crashes were soon after long learning and practice sessions of RPG Architect.

Well, I turned Hyper Visor off, or SVM, in my BIOS. That seems to have done something to help. I also updated the BIOS, not sure if that will help. I basically did every test I could possibly do and found nothing wrong, including using MemTest64. I have no idea what this was all about.

Everything seems okay with my PC now. I don't know what that was all about. I'll still bring it in for more thorough diagnostics. But I hate this stress and losing sleep over it. It's distracting me from the things I love and care about. I was so happy and creatively fulfilled.

Subscribestar banned digitigrade furries lol

The peeling back of what is "allowed" porn that's been going on for years will continue until nothing is left
At least they went after the icky ones first so all the self-unaware prudes here could gloat about it before they were on the chopping block too

Jesus fucking Hell they made it real...

graphic design shitpost: Stick figure of human leg with the knee labeled "monetizable knee"; stick figure of digitigrade leg, with the knee labeled "uncouth zoophile knee"; text: Ankle unrelated, "we are very smart" - payment processors. Separate graphic on other half - illustration of a doggy, text: Woof woof! I am a representational, animal-shaped character! A hot one, some might say. People are often attracted to me, which make sense - I am depicted with human-like behaviors, and am often drawn as a representation of idealized or exaggerated human experiences. I'm not just a talking dog - I can be a representation of the artist's aspiration to be more playful, more confident - or of something they already love about themselves. Animal-shaped characters have been a part of human expression as long as we have made art - and that tradition will outlive the powers which seek to control and divide us today. Er, grr bark, I mean.

Re: SubscribeStar banning sexual content with characters that don't have "human-like knee orientation" fsjdkldbh

Tried to shitpost and got carried away lol
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I'll probably get an appointment to bring my PC in to Best Buy so they can take a look at it, it's under warranty still. I think. Since I got an extended warranty. It's going to suck, having to wait who knows how long and using an inferior PC. But at least it will be a working PC. I guess.