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Why tf is food noise so fucking loud?

Anyways I am F4T asf again more than before but like these leggings gave me an ass kinda haha

Yes he getting fed extra treats tonight with dinner bc for being 10yo he’s still a fighter

No dw I keep bitching abt how I can’t function bc depression and dissociation doesn’t help either or physical pain I get it

is there anything on earth more humbling than a full length mirror?

Amz0n ppl trying to get in✅
Confirmed decade long peeping tom baby daddy pd0✅
Tweekers setting off big ass fires that almost kllled us✅

Yeah idk if I can be upset abt food shit rn I’m gonna go shove my face in the snow globe again

After almost 10 YEARS of this happening and me having “unexplained fears of the dark/paranoia” thinking I was schizophrenic bro I was literaly right all along it’s confirmed to be much much worse what the unholy pits of hell

Yall do not live in the hood 😭 my mom literally admitted last night she knows her baby daddy likes to show up here randomly including at all hours of the night to watch us through the windows or listen to us bc the walls are so thin

I’m fine thanks to my dog alerting me and alerting the other person someone is here. It was someone delivering smth but they put the package like on the steps before coming up to the door and trying to get in

My mom called me while I typed this she had my aunt check outside, apparently it was the amaz0n person delivering a package halfway down the steps but like whyyyyy sir did you feel the need to then walk all the way up to our house and try to open the door what the actual fuck

They turned the lock and opened the screen door dude I thought it was my cats until my dog starting getting vicious

Someone just tried to break into my house wtf

Update I definitely did more if only bc it gives me a similar comfort of having my eedee as my identity

Forgot I took lax last night brother I shoved my face in the snow I am fighting for my right to exist 😭

You are god’s favorite for surviving fr fr

On this note I still feel weird and one side of my face hurts but it’s midterms week so fuck it we ball or whatever

You best believe I’m gonna do more 😭

I could’ve 0/d last night but yeah ty for saying my aesthetic is cute nonstop 😘😘😘

But hey thinnest tiniest silver lining my mom to her credit didn’t slam the door leaving the house…
She did slam and throw stuff and scream but 🤫 the door was nearly silent

Ykw I may as well get a degree in graphic design since ppl keep saying they love my aesthetic not actually saying anything abt me like damn not even my appearance gets attention the way my lowkey shitty chaos of pink stuff thrown together does

what is it about binging that's like ah man that sucked. lemme do it again tho. but Worse.

I actually fucked up again playing too much with ❄️ I’m kinda wondering is sleeping is a bad idea atm

Lmao turns out my mom hates the sound of other ppl in pain too

a good day today for my haters to go step in some dog shit💩💩

I don’t pvrge or restrict wtf am I doing here pretending I have any form of a di$order

Idk why my mom's pain pmo like maybe it's bc she tells me to stfu when I'm in pain and throws a fit over it but holy shit lady shut the hell up forever

°:. *₊ ° . | 09/03

i wanna change for you but i don't know if i'm changing fast enough.

#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting

Can’t even blame my alter who’s got a bad binge eating problem bc she’s been dormant or at least mostly silent no longer the host anymore I’m just a fat fat greedy cow

I guess whoever I am I have a binge issue too and I should be sh0t for whining like this if I’m not gonna stop

Blckpnk new album sucks

I sent a message in the school app and emailed and no response

Communications professor🥰🥰🥰

Class instructions say there’s no live session today but announcement posted at the same time said the class is happening to go over the essay WHICH IS IT