𓆩🪽𝑍𝑖𝑎⋆˙⟡ ౨ৎ

Bro I hate when I hear blood curling screams from kids and toddlers on my street I can’t ever tell if they’re just throwing kid fits or if smth rly bad is happening in the tr4ph0use

⋆˙⟡𓆩𓆪 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑑𝑠 𝑗𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑚𝑔 𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑚’𝑠 𝑏𝑖𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑔ℎ 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

⋆˙⟡𓆩𓆪 𝑜𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑑𝑎𝑦 13 𝑤𝑒 𝑒𝑎𝑡 𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑘🩷🩷
⋆˙⟡𓆩𓆪 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛, 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖 𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑤𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑖𝑛 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑖𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑑𝑎𝑦 🍓🍓🍰🍰

I chose a ts song to analyze for my essay I regret my decision

Took an unholy amount of lax again I will regret my life choices in a few hours when I’m ready to sleep

Sameeee they did sm harm to me when I first got diagnosed esp being so young it didn’t help I just looked like an edgy faker💀 it’s so hard to find solid ppl who are systems

Bro the one thing I ordered to make myself happy this week was stolen by the amz0n person who tried to get into my house they literaly sent a photo to my mom of her delivered package with two of mine visible and by the time my aunt came to check the house one of mine was gone

I just wanna be smol
(-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)

Why tf is food noise so fucking loud?

Anyways I am F4T asf again more than before but like these leggings gave me an ass kinda haha

Yes he getting fed extra treats tonight with dinner bc for being 10yo he’s still a fighter

No dw I keep bitching abt how I can’t function bc depression and dissociation doesn’t help either or physical pain I get it

is there anything on earth more humbling than a full length mirror?

Amz0n ppl trying to get in✅
Confirmed decade long peeping tom baby daddy pd0✅
Tweekers setting off big ass fires that almost kllled us✅

Yeah idk if I can be upset abt food shit rn I’m gonna go shove my face in the snow globe again

After almost 10 YEARS of this happening and me having “unexplained fears of the dark/paranoia” thinking I was schizophrenic bro I was literaly right all along it’s confirmed to be much much worse what the unholy pits of hell

Yall do not live in the hood 😭 my mom literally admitted last night she knows her baby daddy likes to show up here randomly including at all hours of the night to watch us through the windows or listen to us bc the walls are so thin

I’m fine thanks to my dog alerting me and alerting the other person someone is here. It was someone delivering smth but they put the package like on the steps before coming up to the door and trying to get in

My mom called me while I typed this she had my aunt check outside, apparently it was the amaz0n person delivering a package halfway down the steps but like whyyyyy sir did you feel the need to then walk all the way up to our house and try to open the door what the actual fuck

They turned the lock and opened the screen door dude I thought it was my cats until my dog starting getting vicious

Someone just tried to break into my house wtf

Update I definitely did more if only bc it gives me a similar comfort of having my eedee as my identity

Forgot I took lax last night brother I shoved my face in the snow I am fighting for my right to exist 😭

You are god’s favorite for surviving fr fr

On this note I still feel weird and one side of my face hurts but it’s midterms week so fuck it we ball or whatever

You best believe I’m gonna do more 😭

I could’ve 0/d last night but yeah ty for saying my aesthetic is cute nonstop 😘😘😘

But hey thinnest tiniest silver lining my mom to her credit didn’t slam the door leaving the house…
She did slam and throw stuff and scream but 🤫 the door was nearly silent

Ykw I may as well get a degree in graphic design since ppl keep saying they love my aesthetic not actually saying anything abt me like damn not even my appearance gets attention the way my lowkey shitty chaos of pink stuff thrown together does

what is it about binging that's like ah man that sucked. lemme do it again tho. but Worse.

I actually fucked up again playing too much with ❄️ I’m kinda wondering is sleeping is a bad idea atm

Lmao turns out my mom hates the sound of other ppl in pain too