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A.C. Esguerra

@blueludebar.com

comics artist + writer in LA. probably inkstained. EIGHTY DAYS (GLAAD nominated, YALSA listed). they/them. blueludebar.com

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the #HugoAwards nominations are open and i am eligible (???!!) in the Pro Artist category for the tarot / oracle cards i illustrated. if you enjoyed the ROOK & ROSE trilogy, please nominate us and/or spread the word! #Hugos #SFF #illustration

19.02.2026 21:43 πŸ‘ 19 πŸ” 12 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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cackling. i am gonna bind SO many zines. thank you art supply liquidation sale.

10.03.2026 19:47 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Ink drawing- side profile of a blindfolded woman among apple tree branches. There is an apple on her head with an arrow through it.

Ink drawing- side profile of a blindfolded woman among apple tree branches. There is an apple on her head with an arrow through it.

🏹🍏

07.03.2026 16:29 πŸ‘ 1348 πŸ” 379 πŸ’¬ 11 πŸ“Œ 0
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oh my god im playing on my phone and ""generating"" the worst drawings of my life

07.03.2026 08:03 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

🀞🏽

07.03.2026 07:56 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
a thumbnail sketch in pencil, watercolor and gouache for a painting commission of a box of washi tapes

a thumbnail sketch in pencil, watercolor and gouache for a painting commission of a box of washi tapes

the pencil drawing, finished and ready to be painted, for the aforementioned commission of a box of washi tape, on 12x16 Arches cold press watercolor paper

the pencil drawing, finished and ready to be painted, for the aforementioned commission of a box of washi tape, on 12x16 Arches cold press watercolor paper

color sketch + refining pencils day. wish me luck

05.03.2026 21:56 πŸ‘ 8 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a spread in my sketchbook scattered with small drawings from observation of my tortoiseshell cat, Paella, in black fountain pen ink.

a spread in my sketchbook scattered with small drawings from observation of my tortoiseshell cat, Paella, in black fountain pen ink.

my cat. fountain pen ink.

04.03.2026 21:01 πŸ‘ 43 πŸ” 6 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

first the chili crisp oatmeal and now this is this a cry for help

04.03.2026 19:47 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

β˜ΊοΈπŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸͺ‘✨

04.03.2026 06:11 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
an in-progress pencil linework drawing on watercolor paper for a commission. the illustration is of a small rectangular box full of rolls of washi tape. some of the rolls are floating or unraveling on their own, the 2D patterns on them peeling off and coming to life. in the bottom right corner, an airplane flies off one of the tapes, breaking the image border.

an in-progress pencil linework drawing on watercolor paper for a commission. the illustration is of a small rectangular box full of rolls of washi tape. some of the rolls are floating or unraveling on their own, the 2D patterns on them peeling off and coming to life. in the bottom right corner, an airplane flies off one of the tapes, breaking the image border.

penciling day. washi tape nerds rise up

04.03.2026 01:41 πŸ‘ 29 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

thank you!! πŸŽ€πŸ–€

04.03.2026 00:08 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

i can tell past studies are paying off / getting absorbed in my memory because i didn't need photo ref for this one! πŸ” (photos not allowed at the popup anyway)

03.03.2026 21:23 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a drawing in my sketchbook done in black fountain pen ink. it's a full body drawing of a disheveled youth with messy hair in a lolita fashion outfit playing an electric guitar. the multi-tiered skirt has layers of tulle, ruffles with unfinished, thread-loose edges and the shoes are leather combat boots with frilled leather accents and large stitch detailing; both of these are based on Atelier Pierrot designs. the blouse is sheer black lace with pleated accents at the shoulders, flowy sleeves, pearl hold-trimmed buttons and overeallheavily patterned with ovals, flowers and dots. framing the figure are scattered tiny flowers and a border of loopy, scratchily drawn barbed wire topped with a large ribbon.

a drawing in my sketchbook done in black fountain pen ink. it's a full body drawing of a disheveled youth with messy hair in a lolita fashion outfit playing an electric guitar. the multi-tiered skirt has layers of tulle, ruffles with unfinished, thread-loose edges and the shoes are leather combat boots with frilled leather accents and large stitch detailing; both of these are based on Atelier Pierrot designs. the blouse is sheer black lace with pleated accents at the shoulders, flowy sleeves, pearl hold-trimmed buttons and overeallheavily patterned with ovals, flowers and dots. framing the figure are scattered tiny flowers and a border of loopy, scratchily drawn barbed wire topped with a large ribbon.

warm up. thinking about some great Atelier Pierrot pieces i saw at the LA popup + a Lief Blouse (thanks @verdaenoir.bsky.social πŸ–€)

03.03.2026 21:19 πŸ‘ 29 πŸ” 7 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

the bundle is a really good deal. last 40 hours to get it! thanks for supporting me/us/indie comic artists, ya freaks (affectionate) itch.io/b/3495/the-c...

03.03.2026 03:22 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

WE MADE IT!! bonus nsfw zine UNLOCKED!! every download of my comic / the @cartoonist.coop spicy bundle now includes 28 pages of this sort of thing, free:

03.03.2026 03:14 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

aw thanks for the boost, jerna! getting soooo close!

02.03.2026 18:32 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

YOUR BRAIN

27.02.2026 02:46 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Cartoon inkwell with sparkly red anime eyes and red high heels and a nib ink pen carrying a paper or banner with hand-lettered text that reads: Cartoonists United! There are colourful sparkles across the page.

Cartoon inkwell with sparkly red anime eyes and red high heels and a nib ink pen carrying a paper or banner with hand-lettered text that reads: Cartoonists United! There are colourful sparkles across the page.

Happy 3rd anniversary to us! With a new year, we have a BIG announcement πŸ“’: we are now incorporated as a nonprofit organization and are changing our name to CARTOONISTS UNITED! Full changes will be rolled out by late summer.

Read here for the full statement: cartoonist.coop/journal/cart...

25.02.2026 18:20 πŸ‘ 515 πŸ” 201 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 9

πŸ™‚β€β†•οΈπŸ«‘

24.02.2026 06:55 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

i should mention that this comic was 1) part of LAMMY award-nominated erotica anthology AMBROSIA and 2) earned me the designation of "indie comics darling" from The Mary Sue. which will never not be funny/bemusing/delightful to me

24.02.2026 06:20 πŸ‘ 8 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
the cover image of my spicy comic FAIR TRADE, with faded-purple text on a cream background. the title text's letters, in an antique-looking serif font, are jumbled in a composition resembling an intricately-carved wooden screen that frames a circular vignette of a caravel at sea.

the cover image of my spicy comic FAIR TRADE, with faded-purple text on a cream background. the title text's letters, in an antique-looking serif font, are jumbled in a composition resembling an intricately-carved wooden screen that frames a circular vignette of a caravel at sea.

cover image for my out-of-print spicy sketchzine. the image is of two overlaid monochrome images of young men, one in cyan and one in magenta; the overlapping areas of the image are a dark purple. centered overall is title text that spells "FLYBOY" in both Japanese katakana and English letters.

cover image for my out-of-print spicy sketchzine. the image is of two overlaid monochrome images of young men, one in cyan and one in magenta; the overlapping areas of the image are a dark purple. centered overall is title text that spells "FLYBOY" in both Japanese katakana and English letters.

it's late enough to post about spicy comics somewhere, right? one week left to get the @cartoonist.coop bundle i'm in, if sales hit $3000 i'll add my out-of-print nsfw sketchzine for free again πŸ‘―β€β™‚οΈ itch.io/b/3495/the-c... #nsfwcomics #nsfwart

24.02.2026 06:10 πŸ‘ 24 πŸ” 10 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 3

Every single comics con/festival/fair should have an anti-AI policy front and centre now. Basic ethics.

19.02.2026 04:26 πŸ‘ 81 πŸ” 19 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

aw i do appreciate that, thanks! i'll get to work on it.

20.02.2026 00:05 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

it worked! i see refs for multiple characters here, do you have a preference on which one i draw?

19.02.2026 22:30 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

the #HugoAwards nominations are open and i am eligible (???!!) in the Pro Artist category for the tarot / oracle cards i illustrated. if you enjoyed the ROOK & ROSE trilogy, please nominate us and/or spread the word! #Hugos #SFF #illustration

19.02.2026 21:43 πŸ‘ 19 πŸ” 12 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a black fountain pen ink sketch on off-white paper that has a chaotic and shaky quality because i drew it with my non-dominant left hand. King Frost from Persona 5 holds his scepter aloft and looms over a tiny Joker, about to attack. next to Joker is the word "yabai".

a black fountain pen ink sketch on off-white paper that has a chaotic and shaky quality because i drew it with my non-dominant left hand. King Frost from Persona 5 holds his scepter aloft and looms over a tiny Joker, about to attack. next to Joker is the word "yabai".

got another left hand commission. King Frost from Persona 5 πŸƒ

19.02.2026 19:21 πŸ‘ 11 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a mirror selfie. i'm wearing a Lolita fashion outfit borrowed from and styled by dear friends including: a chess-themed, black and white pinstripe + diamond patterned Alice and the Pirates OP, trimmed with black lace at the cuffs and hem, cinched at the waist with a brown leather belt with dark brass clasps shaped like elegant folded hands, a chain necklace with a crown dangling at the end of it, a round, brimless 60s-style black velvet hat worn at an angle.

a mirror selfie. i'm wearing a Lolita fashion outfit borrowed from and styled by dear friends including: a chess-themed, black and white pinstripe + diamond patterned Alice and the Pirates OP, trimmed with black lace at the cuffs and hem, cinched at the waist with a brown leather belt with dark brass clasps shaped like elegant folded hands, a chain necklace with a crown dangling at the end of it, a round, brimless 60s-style black velvet hat worn at an angle.

an ATM machine at night under a light that's a rather threatening shade of red; someone has added letters to the "ATM" sign across the top so it now reads "EAT ME". on the screen is a meme-likd image: a spread of 20 dollar bills and the text "GET CASH" in Impact font along the bottom.

an ATM machine at night under a light that's a rather threatening shade of red; someone has added letters to the "ATM" sign across the top so it now reads "EAT ME". on the screen is a meme-likd image: a spread of 20 dollar bills and the text "GET CASH" in Impact font along the bottom.

a blurry photo of the transmasc drag show venue, at a bar in Folsom with black walls and purple and red lighting. in the background is a brightly lit stage across which is draped a clothesline hung with various pairs of starched pants. there's a disco ball and the very queer audience and performers are dancing and mingling under it.

a blurry photo of the transmasc drag show venue, at a bar in Folsom with black walls and purple and red lighting. in the background is a brightly lit stage across which is draped a clothesline hung with various pairs of starched pants. there's a disco ball and the very queer audience and performers are dancing and mingling under it.

a photo of a medieval gauntlet or glove in a dark, liquid-y steel, with intricate embellishments at the edges of the plates and the knuckles, along with a huge, spiky heart that actually functions as a purse.

a photo of a medieval gauntlet or glove in a dark, liquid-y steel, with intricate embellishments at the edges of the plates and the knuckles, along with a huge, spiky heart that actually functions as a purse.

Pride in Panels ruled. sold outta EIGHTY DAYS and AMERICAN* FUJO* again. went to a 1960s-themed transmasc drag show. ran around thrifting with friends in the Lolita clothing teen me could only dream of wearing. i hope i can keep living this life, i'll fight hard to. long live queer art & joy.

19.02.2026 06:42 πŸ‘ 22 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a shot of ohtori tower surrounded by incomplete half crescent balconies jutting out from various buildings, the framing and steelwork nakedly visible

a shot of ohtori tower surrounded by incomplete half crescent balconies jutting out from various buildings, the framing and steelwork nakedly visible

utena ascending a staircase precariously and impossibly hanging over a mix of abstract shapes that constitute buildings

utena ascending a staircase precariously and impossibly hanging over a mix of abstract shapes that constitute buildings

ohtori academy glows as anthy turns out the lights

ohtori academy glows as anthy turns out the lights

juri and the fencing club stand in front of a deconstructed wall cut through with white and red paint, its windows stained glass with abstract shapes - some filled, some not.

juri and the fencing club stand in front of a deconstructed wall cut through with white and red paint, its windows stained glass with abstract shapes - some filled, some not.

It is simply never a bad time to think about the architectural design in Adolescence of Utena

15.02.2026 00:43 πŸ‘ 432 πŸ” 215 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 7

it was amazing, i love the people at this con 😭 and thank you so much hehe πŸ–€πŸ–€

16.02.2026 18:44 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

thank you so much πŸ–€

15.02.2026 21:15 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0