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i asked my IRL friend if i could start going to the gym with him because i always said i was going to go again yap yap yap but nothing like a debilitating health problem to scare you into taking care of yourself. and i know ill need the strength if treatment is lengthy. help the mental, too.

i feel REALLY bad im not able to work as much as i use to, but i think its pretty understandable that the physical and mental load all of this is is crippling. sometimes i just want to sleep, and i think i just have to deal with that. just have to get better.

i should just be getting a CT scan and an ultrasound, from there fingies cringies itll tell me where im at and what i need because anything else is very painful and stressful for me. so i dont think anyone will be surprised if i take the entirety of tomorrow to myself.

forcing myself to not rot the rest of the night now that the storm has passed. tomorrow ive got TWO different appointments at TWO different oncology offices. my GP suggested i go to both, and decide after my results come back who ill seek treatment with.

took a nap and woke up to the tornado sirens going off, turn on the news, AND the storm chasers are just camping down the road.

alright i guess

another small wip-

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right now i only have openings for sketches because they are easy for me to complete, with a much shorter turnaround time for everyone. the other two comm types are full and are 1 at a time. this is to make sure i dont get backed up and overloaded.

slots will reopen as comms are completed!

I dont KNOW if i will get state assistance, i have to have a treatment plan first before we can complete the application. which means they have to do another exam. my biopsy was just to confirm i have cancer, this one should be more in depth. I dont have much info otherwise.

i have slots for quick sketches, and one slot for regular sketches! (be sure to read the details for more information)

I have a new oncology appointment set for next wednesday, but all costs are out of pocket until if/when i can get state assistance for treatment. So im trying to prepare for that!

Let's Goooo
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From the heartopia community on Reddit: Concern - Racism Explore this post and more from the heartopia community

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theyre money hungry little freaks that know their game would flop if they disclosed the ai before people started funneling money into their unfair gachas. (the MLP gacha jfc) fortunately there are too many good games made by good people to get hung up on whatever slop these people keep churning out.

like they cannot be so obtuse to think making one of like the 3 black NPCs in the game doing a monkey gesture and monkey noises was a good call. thats insane. they could have done LITERALLY anything else. no apology, just silencing people.

both of these things are in game btw. they never said they would stop using AI, and putting the off-topic channel on a 6hr cooldown so people dont talk about the racist NPC is crazy work.

i stopped playing heartopia the day they said they werent going to stop using ai in the discord and started banning people for being upset, but now they are banning people for being upset about the RACISM? if you still play this game, get well soon ig.

hate how useless i feel when im sick and with everything going on, but trying to push through. have a wip.

I wish the divine would pick a debuff for me and stick to it because now, within the last 24 hours, I have developed a severe cough, fever, and I've lost my voice.
Going to get some medicine and then bed rot for a few hours and see how I feel later

I been itching for some art!!! hehe

Quick sketch by @moonrkgk.bsky.social

i dont know what the future looks like just yet. but im doing my part in not assuming any of this is a death sentence. its really hard. and im really fucked up. but hopefully thats not the end of my story and thats enough to keep me going.

i dont feel the best to be talking a lot. im extremely depressed right now as you could imagine. but after a few days of sleep, maybe play the new wow, and just remember getting this far is an achievement, ill start getting back to a normal headspace.

thanks to anyone who has reached out, checked on me, sent me good vibes for the future.

getting cancer wasnt on my bingo card for 2026. and the call of the void is very loud in these moments.

but i feel a lot better than i think i would have without the friends that i do.

i said i would update as soon as i heard back.

just got off the phone with my doctor.

i have cancer.

kind of just shell shocked right now and id like some time to process this. i appreciate any understanding during this time. thanks.

Boost Blue Boost your Bluesky experience

Boost Blue lets you mute reposts for individual users if you want to try it out!

yeah there isnt a great solution rn, cause i understand sometimes theres like that one person youre following that RTs 500x a day but you still wanna see SOME reposts. i just swap between them and do what i can with what i have until we have a more functional mute in the future.

also dont let someone bully you into posting or reposting your/others content in a way that is satisfying to them first and only. this website is way too small for people not to be doing their basic part.

your timeline exists in a way that you curate it. sorry!

anyway since ive seen a lot of people on the feed complaining about this lately, or replying to people complaining (wack); this is what my tabs look like. you cant mute RTs, but there is a feed specifically called ONLY POSTS that filter out RTs. (the gram is also for posts with media only.)