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@onyxsidion

i exist, i guess adult | he/its prefered please dont follow me unless i follow you first or we're close, i will block if needed part of @critternest.bsky.social, follow us there instead Onyx ๐Ÿ’Ž Echo ๐ŸŒ€ Cotton โ˜๏ธ Grey โšซ A (Emoji and name pending)

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maybe i am fundamentally just a broken person that truly cannot be fixed

20.02.2026 03:26 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

must be nice to be a likeable person

18.02.2026 05:08 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

that's honestly a big part of why we arent legally changing it to Critters tbh, we know a lot of people wouldn't take it seriously

16.02.2026 21:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐ŸŒ€: especially the whole Trusting part.....

16.02.2026 21:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐ŸŒ€: it's a type of enrichment we are deeply missing in life

but we're also so particular about the type of sex/pleasure we want that i genuinely think it'll be next to impossible to find a dom that can give us what we want

16.02.2026 21:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐ŸŒ€: Having some sort of sadistic pleasure dom that i not only trust but is also close enough to see in person at least semi regularly would fix me i think

16.02.2026 21:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

one day we'll have the energy to exist properly, i hope.

14.02.2026 04:37 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

im sorry to everyone that misses us and that wishes we were more present. existing is difficult and tiring and we just don't have the energy for it

14.02.2026 04:37 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

one day things will stop being bad all the time, right?

i hope so.

14.02.2026 04:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

extreme sad tonight.

feeling slightly betrayed, but also feel stupid for feeling this way cause it shouldn't have been news to us.

23.12.2025 10:28 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

heck, even VR Chat stuff would probably count, if VR didnt make us nauseous/we had the proper setup for it

23.12.2025 06:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

or even just more people to casually do kink stuff with in person. we're desperately missing that enrichment in our lives

23.12.2025 06:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i think if we had access to a nearby sadistic pleasure dom our life would improve significantly

23.12.2025 06:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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existing

10.11.2025 02:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 120 ๐Ÿ” 39 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐ŸŒ€: wish i could get hypnotized into nonstop overstimulation for several hours, would be nice to not be able to think for a bit

23.12.2025 06:30 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

pinata sonas are really good.....

21.12.2025 08:52 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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problem solving causing problems

24.11.2025 04:22 ๐Ÿ‘ 368 ๐Ÿ” 46 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐ŸŒ€ - one day maybe ill feel like i actually exist

21.12.2025 08:47 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

kinda want to take a break from existing for like a week or two

29.11.2025 23:40 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i miss who we used to be. we've gotten so bitter lately

24.11.2025 21:26 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

wish i could feel alive again

24.11.2025 03:47 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

feeling this again

24.11.2025 03:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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23.10.2025 21:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 150 ๐Ÿ” 29 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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internal self help

23.11.2025 15:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 589 ๐Ÿ” 120 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

my favorite part is that it's like this every single day it's so cool and awesome

15.11.2025 04:27 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

one of my favorite human experiences is being so stressed and exhausted that i feel like I'm gonna throw up

15.11.2025 04:27 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

wish our body didn't hate us. tired of always being exhausted and in pain.

25.10.2025 07:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

one day things will stop sucking, right?

24.10.2025 08:22 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

maybe jerking off will get rid of the sad and then I'll be able to sleep

12.10.2025 09:16 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the longer we wait the more it stresses us out but our brain refuses to cooperate ughhhhhhhhhh

09.09.2025 21:07 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0