boss make a dollar, I make a dime, that's why I play the mini crossword on company time
@phroobin.gay
(He/They) 30+ year old transmasc vtuber, queer killjoy, tiny teal dream boy, and just enough of a bastard to be worth liking. Minors DNI. π twitch.tv/phroobin π links: phroobin.carrd.co β¨ banner: skeb.jp/@ahirumamire π¨ pfp: @yanana-ua.bsky.social
boss make a dollar, I make a dime, that's why I play the mini crossword on company time
genuinely cannot wait to see what my book count will be this time next year if I keep going at this rate!!
hey google how do I ban someone from posting on bluesky
Yes! It pushes us to do better! I find it with friends especially because I'm proud of them and it inspires me to keep up and be on their level!
I think a lot of people feel it - it's really hard not to in spaces like streaming because numbers are the success metric behind things like affiliate and partner requirements, or brand sponsorships.
But yeah, it's 100% how we deal with it ourselves and move through it that's important!
Oh I'm 100% with you, I see it that way too!! I don't think jealousy is inherently bad, it really is all to do with intentions and what you do to work through it yk!!
I'm probably finishing book 13 today and then starting the next two in the series lfg gamers
Started my new job back in mid-February and I've already read 12 books, most of which have been between 300-500 pages βοΈ
I hope you feel better soon, Mylk! Sending you sm love!
If you're out here reading this when you shouldn't be: those posts weren't about you, please go away
I fear what I've said re: jealousy is going to be seen as an attack on someone specific when it's actually just my own feelings, but what can I do? I don't want to never say anything out of worry it's going to be twisted into something it's not.
All this to say it's okay to be jealous sometimes. It's how you deal with it that matters.
You can want what others have without putting them down or making them feel bad. Celebrate their wins with them and hype them up, don't make them feel like they can't be proud. I love seeing my friends hit milestones - their wins don't diminish mine or vice versa! I want them to succeed!!
LRT: I think jealousy and envy are natural emotions with streaming and creative work! Do I covet some of the success of my peers? 100%! Do I see people achieving things I want for myself? Absolutely! But that's MY issue to work through and deal with, and it's not a competition.
Honestly, the sooner you can unlearn jealousy and envy as reactions to othersβ success, the better off youβll be.
There are better ways to motivate yourself to succeed than hoping that your peers donβt.
Unfortunately not, those don't look quite right... they all look kinda like standard poses, not spicy ones like I'm looking for!
I was trying to find them in the CSP store but failing!
LFG WOLVE!!
Getting to be your tiny teal dream boy is one of the biggest honours and greatest joys of my life πβ¨
regularly scheduled chaos
A screenshot of Roo's vtuber, who is drawn in a style somewhat reminiscent of an Animal Crossing villager. He has dyed teal hair, glasses, and a septum ring, and is wearing a teal t-shirt with a lighter pair of teal dungarees.
A photo of Roo, who looks exactly the same as his vtuber - even wearing the same outfit.
the kaiju vs the pilot β¨
(aka the vtuber vs the face)
today's gender is a collection of stars in the vague shape of a boy
An illustration by BerrieBombz showing Roo's vtuber in his true form. He is both made of and from the stars, with teal skin dotted with constellations and stars, and pointed ears. His hair is made of the same substance as his body, but instead of being solid the hair comes away from the body like a lava lamp, resulting in a gloopy effect. His eyes and mouth are pure white, and he has a smile on his face and a little star on his chin. He wears a black choker and two gold necklaces, light blue-grey trousers, and a teal shirt in the same that is cropped at the waist to expose his midriff. The shirt has cut outs at the shoulders and bishops sleeves. He also sports a pair of thigh high heeled boots in the same colour as the shirt. Planetary rings like those that orbit Saturn also go around both wrists and his head. In the pose, he has one leg kicked up behind him while a hand reaches towards a star. The other hand is brought up to his face, as if either listening or about to yell "hello" over a longer distance. The background is space themed, with a planet in one corner and stars dotted around. Art by BerrieBombz, design by AtlasAnarchy.
OUT OF THIS WORLD
π¨: @berriebombz.bsky.social
A bright, poppy illustration of Roo's vtuber's true form, done by Yanana_UA. The character is from and of the stars, with light teal skin made up of glowing stars and constellations. Their eyes are white, and they have a big smile as they reach one hand towards stars that are floating in front of them. They wear a deep v neck shirt with shoulder cut outs and saturn-like rings with planets on it surround their head.
star boy!! #phroobINK
π¨: @yanana-ua.bsky.social
I'm a deeply flawed individual, but I bring joy to the world.
I am going to make it through this year if it kills me
then the sun begins to rise. we made it through the darkest night.
An illustration of Roo's vtuber in his true form. The character is made up of stardust and has teal skin with stars and constellations through it. He wears a cropped button up shirt with shoulder cut outs and a deep v-neck, light blue-grey trousers, and knee high teal boots. One leg is kicked up behind him, and his hands are reaching for stars.
Commission for @phroobin.gay π
when darkness rolls on you, push on through.
A reference sheet showing Roo's vtuber in his true form; a being made from and of the stars. Their hair and body are made of the same substance which is a blue to teal gradient as well as having both stars inside and constellations where tattoos might be. They have large white eyes that glow, a matching smile, and a large star on the left hand side of their chin. A ring system orbits their head, with three planets on them. Matching ring systems circle both wrists. Their outfit is comprised of a dark teal button up shirt that is cropped to show his tummy, and features a star button, a deep v-neck, shoulder cut outs, and bishop sleeves. His trousers are a light blue-grey, and are mostly covered by thigh high stiletto boots in the same colour as his shirt. To left side of the front and back illustrations is a star map of the constellations on their body. Text reads: "Fig. 1-6; 1, Gemini (shoulder, left); 2, Lynx (spine); 3, Monoceros (forearm, left); 4, Orion (abdomen); 5, Casseopeia (shoulder, right); 6, Canes venatici (lower back, left). Unpictured; 7, Crater (upper thigh, left); 8, Columba (upper thigh, left)." Beneath this is an image showing the three planets in more detail, with Phroob's head in between them. Text reads: "Planets orbit Phroob's head on a ring system like that of the planet Saturn. Why anything would rotate around their empty head is a mystery, though." In between the nude and clothed versions of the design is the colour palette in star shapes. To the right of the illustration is an small cut in of his mouth, showing his blue tongue, and further to the right of that is text, though this will not fit in the description here so will be continued in the comments.
There's a starman waiting in the sky β¨
#OCart #OCsky #vsky #refsheet #phroobINK