Pining N. Anticipation

List of songs I would listen to if I wanted to be reminded of the most attachment-incompatible relationships of my life:

Afterglow
Coming Up Roses

I keep saying we should make a Gaylor Baldur’s Gate 3 party

have you eaten yet today? pls do if you haven’t. sending good vibes

I saw a stud on tiktok say they could imagine it as silicone if they tried hard enough 😭

I really love how their smile lines match up to look like )( in this picture

harry parallels to gaylor thread

american girls x london boy
paris, substance abuse (taste back, pop)
are you listening yet x you’re not even listening (lavender haze)
the waiting game, carla’s song
coming up roses x lover anxious attachment
season 2 weight loss x dear reader
paint by numbers x me!

thank you!! it’s hard to always be aware of, because i have disorganized! i usually lean anxious so it catches me by surprise when she gently tells me that she feels like i’ve withdrawn. but i’m getting better at recognizing my various emotional states!! 🫂

actually so true because half the time i’m leaning avoidant towards my girlfriend, she’s like “why didn’t you just tell me? i want to feel close to you, you’re not a burden, i just want you to talk to me” and then i feel like a clown

i know it would be anticlimactic because they’ve already dated and we would have to have the whole genital-preference-isn’t-sexuality convo… but i wouldn’t be dissatisfied if we got transfem harry x lesbian taylor

i love crawling into my partners’ bed at 5 am and then the dog following me because she only sees Pack Pile Time

woke up and looked at my phone too early in the process of waking up, and now feeling like I have unfinished discourse to debate. it was probably something stupid. time to touch grass.

Skiing?

KATTDO notes

Ready, Steady, Go! sounds like Disco Tits by Tove Lo???

For slight originality: Andrew, Justin, Aiden, Logan, Mason, Jason. Unfortunately, the most popular millennial boy names include Biblical & traditional names like Matthew, Christopher, David, Nicholas.

Should we collectively watch Hotel Portofino? Is this anything? It has the actress who looks like Maura from Rizzoli & Isles but isn’t.

If you are from my metropolitan area and saw me having a public PTSD episode about 5 years ago over my throuple with a bicurious Swiftie and her terrible boyfriend, no you didn’t ❤️ unless you thought it was cool and mysterious, then I will allow you to perceive me

I’ll take Writing Fanfiction with you, I saw it was only 35 bucks in the classes catalog 👀

“been number one, but i never had two” “i actually went through two breakups during the eras tour” actually gives me insane flashbacks to my first throuple (the unhealthy one that gave me ptsd)

Taylor during the Lover era

this song is such an extremely specific deep dive into the relationship between a tryhard-er and a surrender-er and the ensuing heartbreak eughhh

"Cooler in theory but not if you force it to be, it just didn't happen" might be one of my absolute favorite lines from her

Since the sign is half cut off, to me it says something like:

Respect other’s experiences
Be patient for the encore
Enjoy the show

The movie is View of Portofino. So enjoy the facade performance/relationship I’m giving you and respect how others interpret said performance/relationship.

The Taylor Swift Elmo situation is crazy.

"the mark you saw on my collarbone" - Maroon

you have my permission and my blessing

the part about the joy in the crowd and what Taylor said about "the femininity and there's no shame in it" 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

And if I say the dots on the blue eyes would be at 11:27 on a clock

Screenshot of a tiktok that says "yes its a little cringe but just pretend its about straps and then it slaps" and a comment that says "she said she doesn't have to knock on wood. she said nothing about silicone". Source: https://www.tumblr.com/taylorconnect/798311566809481216/loved-this-post-about-wood

amen

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when an avoidantly attached romantic interest is mean to me: they were just saying that because they were scared of intimacy, I don’t have to worry about it

when an avoidantly attached friend is mean to me: maybe I should reevaluate my entire personality and morals bc they treated me like that