Unfortunately there's way too much stress and anxiety to safely raw dog it
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Unfortunately there's way too much stress and anxiety to safely raw dog it
On the one hand, I hate managing my mental state with medication. On the other hand I hate not managing my mental state with medication. There's just no way to win.
Seroquel helps with oversleeping for three hours,making me hungry, causing balance issues, blurry vision, and stress reduction if not elimination. It does not help with anxiety.
Iβm not making it to 9pm. 8 it is.
Yeah, I canβt read about that any more
If I go to sleep now Iβll wake up at 4am. Iβve got to make it to 9am
I have got to eat something today
Thank you. She is kind enough that she wants a report in the morning.
Iβm not going to mess with the jobs anymore. They can run all day tomorrow for all I care
I have not been this stressed since I was in combat
You know, I might be getting some of that old mania.
My psychiatrist has browbeaten me into one of my least favorite meds. 100mg of Seroquel nightly
Fine tuning two local LLMs (one Linux/NVIDIA and one M4 MAX/MLX) to generate a custom query language us a huge pain in the ass.
Well, I hoped I could do some BlueSky, but there's too much Iran and Israel. I've got to find something else to occupy my overly stressed brain.
MD appt isnβt for 18 days, and he better have good news for me
ok, I ate about half a meal. It counts.
Eating would be a good idea.
Yeah, I feel this emoji deeply
It's a good feeling when your poly friend says she texts you more than her partners
A double benzo and cold brew. The breakfast of someone whoβs not quite a champion
It is just an enormous clot
I have been informed that I should have eaten some food by 4pm. My 18yo is responsible
Talking to the kid is stressful
Izzie got over "OVER!" 24 hours without a siren. She's very excited about that.
rsync would be nicer if it respected gitignore files
I did eat yesterday, though, Go, me!
I think so, but I'm not ready to pull it off for fear of yanking the clot off. I'm going to give it another day or two
The question is if the hole that got punched into my thumb has healed enough to take off the dressing and switch to bandaids
730pm. I must not go to sleep
I need to find out if any of my rooms have an 8.5β open triangular space without having to move any furniture