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its been a tiring week. mentally. to say the least.

surviving every day is a tough battle as it is and i just hope i can bring a slight ease to the ones close to me. that its okay to have bad days, we can try again tmrw, or the next day, or the next day.

talking to him as if he was still here.

i feel like i wouldnt know how to handle the grief if someone so close to me wouldve done the same thing.

i may not be the kindest person nor the brightest star but i try my best to bring light to the ppl close to me.

i came across this tiktok of a girl reading things that happened to her recently that will shock her late bestfriend and i cant help but be so emotional abt it. for further context, her bestfriend died because of suicide 16months ago and its just… gut wrenching how she was like

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i feel like this could be everyone’s smoking area for now hahaha (ang gulo sa kabila)

i wish i could show myself the same kindness i offer to others

youll always be narudokun to me hahahaha

god I need a drink. or 10

hana dul set ttwieo

how about i stop short circuiting whenever i receive compliments right? how bout that.

BOAF will always be that song I skip most of the time because it reminds me of my friends and it makes me emotional 🥹

dont wanna come off fake, and at the same time i dont wanna come off unappreciative

i feel like i will never fully get used to receiving compliments. dont get me wrong, i really love and appreciate it, i just dont know how i should react or respond to it.

being aware is such a blessing and a curse cuz wdym i have to feel everything more deeply???

i can finally feel myself again

im just glad i have an amazing support system (partner, friends and parents) or else i wouldve gone insane by now

week started out shitty, most prolly week gonna end shitty too lol

im so fucking tired. and my day isnt even over yet

mullet getting so long

darling hold my hand!

NOTHING BEATS A JET2 HOLIDAY!

twitter down nga hala pano ako manonood ng bold

twitter down?

a lot has happened last week is such an understatement

feels nice here. its like a shout to the void. maybe this wil really be my rant acct

okay crashout done. sorry to the ones who had to witness that lol. feeling a bit better

well hey atleast i now know the reason for that random wave of depresso 🤪