alys

hi

loves my wife so much always and forever

nothing quite like cutting up in traffic on a friday morning 🥰🥰🥰🥰

ok what about the "AI christmas songs at CVS" video but it's the evergrace shop theme

i guess what i'm gleaning here is that it's worthwhile to invest yourself a little more into the art you create, even if it's not the best bc if you can only look back at things you make with contempt, the prospect of placing future projects under that scrutiny becomes progressively more unappealing

i also think that my general nonchalance towards the artistic presentation of phosphorrgirl kind of has just made me wanting to make something a little less jaded? like 90% of the phosphorrgirl releases are things i couldn't be bothered to finish with a cover i made in 10 minutes

this is to say, my standards for my own creative projects are way too high, i think! i am very very into seeing a 60% completed slice of a thing by somebody else released (with the same creative authority as a 100% finished thing). in fact, i tend to find these kinds of things very inspiring!

i think im way too comfortable having a 10% finished version of a thing that Could Be Really Cool than a 100% finished (or at least, *released*) version of a thing that Could Have Been Cool But Has Some Shortcomings, which is essentially how i feel about everything that ive published as a musician

got far enough along with a prototype that i need to make it into a game (maybe for the first time) and i'm hitting this mental boundary of, like, having to believe in my idea in a way that delivers it into a holistic thing. it's the same problem i've had when trying to make things into albums, etc.

awesome advantage of all 3 of us having 4 letter names

never really liked first person RPGs until i realized its actually Awesome to move the camera super slowly all of the time and go "WOOOAAAHH DUUUDE" like jerma every time something happens

what if i took a second adderall XR at 2 PM. what then

also just like another Random Thought about godot why the fuck do tutorial people like tweens so much when AnimationPlayer is literally After Effects but for every parameter and function a node could possibly have in godot 😭 is it an intentional act of making the engine look more complex

depending on how far i get on it today i might share a video of it

realized this game ive been prototyping is literally an earclacks video..

So it's like a type of node with a bunch of pre-populated children. Also you have to refer to it by using the FILE PATH for it

tbh i actually hate scenes and preloads so much in godot they feel so janky

problematic media looking at the cracks in the sidewalk

elliott smith alameda if it was an actually good song be like buss down thotiana shuffling your deck of trick cards

i love you so so so so so so much vivi its incredible 💚

waiting for forever for my weapon (my weapon) waiting for my best friend outside 7-eleven :D

attacks her

i wish my stupid psych would put me on gabaergics already bro

aseprite is fun because you can paste images into indexed color mode and it just works

real?

im kind of tired of healing these lip piercings im over it

goat metamour of like 3 days

deadass?