mānas 🤎

Energies that were able to enter/exit my entity through the wound created through CSA are no longer able to. I do sense them and experience intrusive thoughts connected to the weird, strange, and unusual sensations.

Perhaps that is why I can see/sense the attempts of casteists at exploiting lust to exert possession upon my entity through which they may consume my energy to then be applied towards the generation of profit.

Being free from lust, my entity no longer accepts lust from any source whatsoever. I do not need it and it affects my capacity for love negatively.

Understanding & addressing my capacity for sensorial desire/craving seems to have been crucial for freeing myself from the clutches of lust.

Alleged murder of Masood Masjoody by two known iranian monarchists as well as killing of Hardeep Singh Nijjar by Hindutva/India-aligned Bishnoi network should be alarming to everyone.

What happens in so-called diasporas is a matter of global fascism, not siloed multicultural immigrant politics.

One which shall not cause me to shed a single tear for the wife abusing, child abusing, cruel to pet dogs Hindutvavadis.

I think that at some point whites are going to get sick of casteists/Hindutvavadis' bullshit. Whites will no longer be able to profit from permitting them proximity and this will be a deadly position for the Hindutvavadis.

This is what that person did, and I immediately noticed an increase in the symptoms generated by backwards casteists who should stay restricted and confined to their caste prisons/hovels at all times as though they were infected with a seriously infectious disease.

… consuming another person's energy because they lack the intact basic humanity to develop that energy for themselves.

Exploitative, manipulative, delusional people who do nonsensical things with their underdeveloped, immature, and pointless minds like to say "sorry" when they carry out something backwards like …

When I was done showering and had the door open so I could towel off my feet before walking barefoot to the room to get my socks on, he walked really closely to me and said "sorry".

There are several casteists who work here. One of these casteists knocked loudly on the door while I was showering. I know he is a casteist, there are several specific intrusive thoughts that are generated solely due to the presence of casteists, potentially indirectly.

When I take a shower here or use the washroom, I often hear knocking and then someone demanding to know who I am. They have dozens of cameras everywhere. I do not know why they need to knock and ask.

idk. through all this weirdness that has ensued over the past 6 years, it feels like I can see/sense the spiritual backwardness employed by the casteists to distribute and reapply their casteism? this is so weird and strange.

Casteists like to knock angrily on closed doors simply because they can.

I don't open any doors for casteists. Only fools open doors for casteists.

बिल्कुल भी नहीं।
Absolutely not.

Absolutely not.
बिल्कुल भी नहीं।

digestion is in process …

ambitious

i love you

🤎

Fun day at #AAS2026 — I filled in for some missing folks on a panel on Pedagogy under Threat, discussing how to respond to Hindu nationalists, successfully cajole administrators to defend academic freedom, and normalize / use offense in the classroom (seriously, it’s part of my pedagogy). #highered

hi! hey!

do you hate the fucking government?

do you like cute shit?

are you super fucking queer?

do you want to support an artist who's just trying to get by in these trying times by selling things in the only way that feels ethical?

oh dear god, let us help

✨Shameless Self Promotion Saturday✨

a street in gaza, people are visible walking on the street. everything is a shockingly dark yellow that looks very unnatural

if anyone is curious what it looked like in Gaza today

lmao

Absolutely not.
बिल्कुल भी नहीं।

बिल्कुल भी नहीं।
Absolutely not.

There is a lot of the delusion-dukkha of casteism here and there are a lot of casteists here. They are employed here and get to exploit their position towards ensuring the maintenance of the delusion-dukkha of caste.

Each time they attempt to reapply the delusion-dukkha of caste, I spit it out.

It is not difficult to see that they may be desiring that I too become another one of their detainees, that too beyond India's own borders.

I have sincere love, respect, and gratitude for my brother Umar Khalid.

There are numerous political prisoners who are imprisoned by the current Hindutva government of India, whom the latest government of Canada seems to be desperate to appease and cajole.

According to my completely perfectly accurate, precise, and legitimate calculationals, I have written exactly one and a half love letters in my 37 years of life so far.

They all contained absolutely nothing and were sent to absolutely nobody.
If you will excuse me, I have some digestion to achieve.

Babe. You’re not lazy. You’re disabled. It’s not because you don’t want to do it that you don’t do it. It’s literally beyond your current ability. You don’t have the executive function for it sweetie.