i will be okay. im sure ill figure something out. i think i just need to do some reframing
i will be okay. im sure ill figure something out. i think i just need to do some reframing
so i started streaming under a different alias, and once again im masking for my audience. it is SOOOOA HARD to be my authentic self with people when ive been scrutinized for it heavily my entire life.
being autistic sucks.
i dont get neurotypical friend groups. why do you all hang out with eachother when you obviously all hate eachother
chronic health issues have been beating my ass lately, but heres to hoping i get into that specialist soon ππ½ππ½ππ½
being polyfragmented sucks
forever pissed that the bdsm sphere is so populated with fake "daddy doms" and wannabe cool guys... i would interact more if people were actually genuine π
there is no way on gods green earth that the "audience" reviews for the melania movie are not botted. they come in batches, with very generic reviews. all 5 stars. imagine making a "documentary" so bad you have to bot reviews on RT....
i finally have my own home away from my abusers, but now the economy is failing, and communities are being terrorized, and the outside isn't safe anymore.
the internet isnt safe
nothing is safe.
so i have to bite and fight and hate and preserve as much of myself as i can. because im scared.
augghggg i overdid it with the errands today... im so tired.... blegh.....
like you cannot be at your big age crashing out over a 3 month barely friendship. thats doing too much.
im almost tempted to reach out to this person and give them the closure they so desperately want so they can stop vague posting about me but like.
you're grown. act like it.
i think im also just ready for this year to be fucking over. I need a vacation. I'm tired.
the holidays do not fill me with joy they fill me with dread, anger and malice!!!!
the holidays make me so cranky and bitchy, i am such a cunt when this time of year rolls around.
fat pyramid head π€€
i got my brain james to make a blog for his art... uwaa
SI mention β οΈ
mmmmmmmmmmmm the sui thoughts dont dissapear for long it seems.......
i am still sick but i had to go to work today. π hell world bro.
the sore throat hit me late, im about to be the most miserable person until this clears up
im so sick rn im liviiiiid. whatever patient at work came in sick, i am livid with you. sending my livid anger vibes
does it count as yumeshipping if only a specific piece of my personality is in love with him
working on jamesiepoo... i love you james
β οΈ vent art + gore
π one of my mutuals on twitter is just hazbin posting and it makes me so sad pressing that mute button... goodbye mootie...
i was cooking last night...
i may be a little shr2 pilled
oh my god dude. Pyramid head. Holy fuck. π«£ Silent Hill 2 is the pinnacle of monsterfucking bro
i love you bottom james sunderland ππ½ππ½ππ½πββοΈπββοΈπββοΈ
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i have never ever in my life been this horny for a middle aged man. im dying. π
feeling silent hill 2 pilled...