Varaeli Bleu | ❄️ Changeling VTuber ❄️

I barely slept last night or much of yesterday- apparently I didn’t take the right dosage…

I feel tired so probably not going to stream tonight like I originally wanted to in my head.

THE FLOW STATE PARRIES LETS GOOOOO

Might finish writing up what I have of my Pathfinder setting at some point this year, not so I can use it, but so maybe someone will be inspired by it- because honestly I’m done with Fantasy (save for monster hunting & religious tropes)

Me just want gritty, badass, queer, transhumanist sci-fi now.

… Have fun :)

I often think about reading the mythological tale of Chang'e in 7th grade led to me seeing my body as clay which lead to me being easily grasped by media that contains Transhumanist themes such as Cyberpunk, Fullmetal Alchemist, Repo: The Genetic Opera! and ESPECIALLY Ghost in the Shell.

Sickness is clearing up pretty well.

Sleep gummies are putting in the work, haven't slept this fine in a while.

Will be back to streaming this week, since I know its been about a week cuz of feeling unwell.

I am crying SO HARD

I got these gummies to help with my sleep...

Holy shit, they're doing wonders.

I feel like crud still, I can feel every Elden Ring debuff building up on my body

Curse you, transitional season weather.

Might start streaming Balatro again because I’m close to getting the Completionist+ achievement.

Then after that I’ll start working my way up to Completionist++ , as I’m already 35/150 on them, with some Cards like Luchador & Invisible Joker gold sticker’d

… Might 100% it this year.

You have no idea how proud I am of myself.

>Me in the back watching this go down 🍿

reminding myself of this

Kinda want to leave behind the Fae Hunter design but like… Still want to be a Changeling… But I like Sci-fi and it’s sub-genres way too much atm… So maybe Radiation & Isotopes? Cybernetics/Robotics? Smuggler Outfit? 80s/90s anime design inspirations?

We’ll see, still sitting on the idea.

“Poker Night at the Inventory” is back on the Steam Store.

We’re so back.

I've seen enough Let's Play, Documentaries, Video Essays, Podcasts, you name it...

Mostly the older stuff that peak my interest atm, but hey, maybe something new will grab my interest, I'm already excited for The Ghost In The Shell coming later this year.

Okay so like...

I might actively watch Anime now.

I been watching Ghost in the Shell if you've noticed my recent posts, and I need more. I've kinda just been looking around for stuff that are my fixations (Van Helsing Monster Hunting, Cyberpunk Noir, and Space Pirates.)

A witch on a wheelchair drinking tea with a ghost cat playing under her chair. She's surrounded by Plants and she's in a café.

Green Tea. 🍵

Less than 48hr before the Backerkit campaign for Pumpkin Spice, a cozy magical TTRPG, is over. You can join following the link in bio! 🥰

#acherongames #PumpkinSpiceRPG

Been modding BG3 ever so slowly the past few days… still a few errors to find but after that, should be fine to stream.

I been really tired as of late, think it’s the weather. I’ll get back to streaming once I figure out what to stream for awhile.

Ashen Amaranth - Elf foundling raised by the Kholo tribe.

Homebrew idea - use a custom mixed heritage, but pick only feats that don't relate to anatomy or physiology, and use it to reinforce the character being raised in another ancestry culture.

#pf2e #Pathfinder #Elf #kholo

This is the first I'm hearing about it but YES I AM

Okay listen- I’m not as much a nerd as some other people, I just have a few fixations…

Been watching Ghost In The Shell again and it’s making me both miss playing my Android Pilot in Lancer and then also makes me want to do a campaign that is a bunch of augmented individuals like Section 9 in a Technoir setting.

I love noir & I love hi-tech sci-fi, what’s not to love?

I think somehow I don’t apply here, like everything here feels a stretch.

Which is kinda funny

The idea of a Religious Changeling Monster Hunter who wears masks instead of shapeshifting seems really fucking cool and it's going to my already massive list of "TT-RPG characters I will probably never play."

Still though... pretty rad character idea!

Genuinely, don't touch TTS Monster or Tangia.

The real clear bit here: if that service has a bunch of popular voices, yeah, that's genAI.

Get an autotuner, apply it to the basic shit. Make it unique, without the theft.

Being sleepy and energetic at the same time is fucked up, idk how I get like this sometimes.

I have an inkling that *maybe* 50% of things end in my favor anyway... because I'm a FREAK and I embrace it to both my benefit and downfall.

Reinstalled BG3, think I want to try a Durge run at some point with Twitch integration enabled...

I know I'm going to love it in a "It's a trainwreck and I'm not going to be able to look away" kinda way.

She looks like a hot mess (complimentary) 💚💚💚