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i literally don’t want to exist anymore, just want to end it all already because things truly are pointless

dont think ive ever felt this lonely and this much
of a nuisance in everyone’s life and such a waste of space….. which says a lot about my mental state considering how bad it was during my teen years

yeah it’s great having a great bf and an amazing bestie but it sucks when they live on other sides of europe and you’re still alone in your day to day life and come home to people who’d prefer you didn’t return

it’s so funny i always thought getting into a relationship would magically solve all my problems but in reality i don’t think i’ve ever been more alone in my life

i’m so miserable i’m actually looking at a flight home tomorrow morning because i hate this city and my mental health’s spiraling

finally get money back from my bf and it sells out 😭

my heart breaking was just heard hundreds of kilometers away

i fucking hate this job and i hope it burns down someday soon

yeah true we’ll see what happens 🫂🖤

so many good and exciting things are happening right now and i feel so numb and empty instead of excited it’s tripping me up

anyone else have the urge to break up with their partner 24/7 for no reason?

i feel so disconnected from everything and everyone (and i know a lot of that is my own fault) and everything feels so heavy and overwhelming bleh

a bunch of resale mcr tickets went live and i missed it because my mail decided to flag alerts as junk imma kms

why did i expect to be posted on gf day lol

need to poop so bad but i refuse to do it on a train

OMFG I FELL TO THE FLOOR
AN ACTUAL GODDESS

why do i even bother working at this company….

anyone else getting the worst feeling of being unwanted when they step into a room? just me? ok

“free delivery to NE40!” *tries to ship to NE40* “£9 delivery fee!” okay kill yourself

it’s 9pm and im already sobbing because i have to leave tomorrow

the orgasm this man gave me last night sent me into a different universe

literally will not let go of the man for two seconds

who knew i was a velcro gf

and now we wait

TODAY

how did we get here already i’m so nervous

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good haul imo

RIGHT?? LOWKEY WEIRD 😭😭😭