The Search for Meaning Beyond the Clinic
Eventually, you stumbled upon voices the clinic never introduced you to. Neurodivergent voices. Autistic voices. Adults who had lived some version of what your child is living now.
Stories not from credentialled experts but from people who had carried the lived experience of scripts, of echolalia, of delayed functional language - and who had, somehow, grown into their words.
And then, perhaps, you found me.
An adult autistic. A gestalt processor. Someone who, like your child, once struggled to assemble language in ways others could easily receive. Who entered adulthood functionally illiterate. Who struggled through school, through systems that never quite knew what to do with me. Who spent years unable to write fluently - and now, after five decades lived across more than twenty cities, on three continents, in several languages, has authored more than ten books.
For a moment, you allowed yourself to breathe.
A spark of hope lit up: If she did it, maybe my child can too.
On the importance of lived experience, of listening to authentic stories …
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