![S. Are you [click here to agree] you want to do that ?
T. ...I am not entirely sure but.. I feel much more ready than the other times ! Besides I wanna comprehend you better ! So let's do this
S. If you say so [Cathode]
Who should start ?
...
Well, y'know... that's seems to be much more of an [issue] for you than it is for me so how about I start, would it make you more comfortable ?
T. ... maybe ? Yeah ?
S. Alright then... I shall begin
I come from a high class family, and been rised as such. Only the [best-of] manners and grades were allowed. Any deviation would at least get me reprimands, but I was lucky when it was [just that]. As you know, I had to learn instruments during my free time. But the choice of piano was because my Father plays it, the flute for my Mother, and the violin was just because it was fancy... they always loved to [play pretend] fancier than they were and I had to perpetuate this.
I didn't have much friends growing up, I always had something to learn taking my time. Even more so if I didn't get a grade they expected me to have.
No reaching their expectations was always... something I [dreaded]. And the further it was from it, the worst [it] got. But on top of that the more I grew up, the more i was expected to be [p3rfect1on].](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:pt5xsdgsttztilksxt6jxjqy/bafkreifpijvqyhkag6znax3rsbnquzxhmgvtgpcfg32obkhkhw4lq7xcpq)
S. Are you [click here to agree] you want to do that ? T. ...I am not entirely sure but.. I feel much more ready than the other times ! Besides I wanna comprehend you better ! So let's do this S. If you say so [Cathode] Who should start ? ... Well, y'know... that's seems to be much more of an [issue] for you than it is for me so how about I start, would it make you more comfortable ? T. ... maybe ? Yeah ? S. Alright then... I shall begin I come from a high class family, and been rised as such. Only the [best-of] manners and grades were allowed. Any deviation would at least get me reprimands, but I was lucky when it was [just that]. As you know, I had to learn instruments during my free time. But the choice of piano was because my Father plays it, the flute for my Mother, and the violin was just because it was fancy... they always loved to [play pretend] fancier than they were and I had to perpetuate this. I didn't have much friends growing up, I always had something to learn taking my time. Even more so if I didn't get a grade they expected me to have. No reaching their expectations was always... something I [dreaded]. And the further it was from it, the worst [it] got. But on top of that the more I grew up, the more i was expected to be [p3rfect1on].
![Still, sometimes I tried to go out and meet people with whom i could play or talk about other things than school. I knew the [risks] of being caught. But i was longing for liberty.
... sometimes... i just wish i was a more [obedient] of a kid.
T. But you were already doing so much at a young age, why would you want do be even more like that...?
S. You know when you disobey, you get reprimanded and [pun1sh3d], so you learn how to not be a brat and behave. But as a kid I never really learnt how to stay in line, and I went outside without my parent's consent plenty of time... I wish I [learn from your mistakes]
One day when trying to climb outside I even fell down and broke a leg, I remember was more worried about my parents finding out than worried about my injury itself, funny isn't it ? Heheaha (Tenna looks at him worried)
When they did found out... weirdly enough they didn't do anything the way I expected, no yelling, no [...]
But i wish they did... I wish they had screamed at me, I wish they had beat me up, but no, instead it was [s1lenc3], even more coldness and distance... I... I didn't know silence could be so heavy, I didn't know as much as I wanted liberty, I [lik3d] the bits of proximity we had by simply being in the same room. It was worse than any [beat up] somehow.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:pt5xsdgsttztilksxt6jxjqy/bafkreieil4cue6vtkz3iqy4mrdg3thdisy5fkqlfuhds6arg24qxc5jqgi)
Still, sometimes I tried to go out and meet people with whom i could play or talk about other things than school. I knew the [risks] of being caught. But i was longing for liberty. ... sometimes... i just wish i was a more [obedient] of a kid. T. But you were already doing so much at a young age, why would you want do be even more like that...? S. You know when you disobey, you get reprimanded and [pun1sh3d], so you learn how to not be a brat and behave. But as a kid I never really learnt how to stay in line, and I went outside without my parent's consent plenty of time... I wish I [learn from your mistakes] One day when trying to climb outside I even fell down and broke a leg, I remember was more worried about my parents finding out than worried about my injury itself, funny isn't it ? Heheaha (Tenna looks at him worried) When they did found out... weirdly enough they didn't do anything the way I expected, no yelling, no [...] But i wish they did... I wish they had screamed at me, I wish they had beat me up, but no, instead it was [s1lenc3], even more coldness and distance... I... I didn't know silence could be so heavy, I didn't know as much as I wanted liberty, I [lik3d] the bits of proximity we had by simply being in the same room. It was worse than any [beat up] somehow.
![Once i healed, things went [back to normal], and I stopped sneaking out, until the vacantion time before entering highschool. My parents went away without me and just gave me plently of money for the duration of their vacation.
I was looking forward for this peace... and this was the [l4st str4w]... couldn't even get a reward for enduring all the [blows], yells and strict rules. Thinking back at it, it seems like a bit of an overreact
But at the time I got fed up, and before they came back I ran away. It was during the time the teacher are already at school to prepare the place. So I went there and begged them for a place at the dorm. They accepted. My [par3nts] didn't seem to care, so I began to live away from them. I kept their study schedule, but I could put aside the additional stuff that made my free time.. not so free.
It was... weird to live without the reprimands... with people who seemed to care about the person I was, and not only my grades
Other than that, nothing much interesting happened during that time and the rest is beyond our deal for tonight heh !
T... no wonder you are so afraid of your parents... what you been through is terrible
S. What ? Nooo it wasn't, I was just such a [sensitive brat] child, It made everything seem worse
T. No good parents treat their child the way yours did !
S. I was a [br4t], I had to be put in place, if I was behaving better, it wouldn't have happened
T. Camelia never treated me this way, and I was a troublemaker
S. I guess that's what happen when your mother isn't [yours sincerely]. As a foster she likely wasn't ready to take care of a child, let alone twelve giant needy ones.
(Tenna looks worried at him)
What ? Why do you [look don't touch] at me like [that]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:pt5xsdgsttztilksxt6jxjqy/bafkreibgi5iqvagd4zza2mq6mxjsjbz3cbmqawxf3f6ufj2qgtdx2cwapi)
Once i healed, things went [back to normal], and I stopped sneaking out, until the vacantion time before entering highschool. My parents went away without me and just gave me plently of money for the duration of their vacation. I was looking forward for this peace... and this was the [l4st str4w]... couldn't even get a reward for enduring all the [blows], yells and strict rules. Thinking back at it, it seems like a bit of an overreact But at the time I got fed up, and before they came back I ran away. It was during the time the teacher are already at school to prepare the place. So I went there and begged them for a place at the dorm. They accepted. My [par3nts] didn't seem to care, so I began to live away from them. I kept their study schedule, but I could put aside the additional stuff that made my free time.. not so free. It was... weird to live without the reprimands... with people who seemed to care about the person I was, and not only my grades Other than that, nothing much interesting happened during that time and the rest is beyond our deal for tonight heh ! T... no wonder you are so afraid of your parents... what you been through is terrible S. What ? Nooo it wasn't, I was just such a [sensitive brat] child, It made everything seem worse T. No good parents treat their child the way yours did ! S. I was a [br4t], I had to be put in place, if I was behaving better, it wouldn't have happened T. Camelia never treated me this way, and I was a troublemaker S. I guess that's what happen when your mother isn't [yours sincerely]. As a foster she likely wasn't ready to take care of a child, let alone twelve giant needy ones. (Tenna looks worried at him) What ? Why do you [look don't touch] at me like [that]
![T. I've seen plenty of parents with their children at my shows... when things goes wrong at crucial point trying to win rewards, it is when facades fade away if you play pretend, and... for a vast majority of them... they didn't act in any way yours did.
S. There is a difference between shows and reality.
T. I am aware, the most aware about it there can be. It is my job since half my lifetime, I know when the masks typically fall, for anyone. So you can trust my knowledge.
S. (He looks away for a bit)
Hey enough talk about [me, myself and I] it should be your turn talking about [your beginnings] do not try to [escape key] your part of the deal !
T. Y-you're right, i got carried away, hah (seems like I cannot grasp more informations for now) what... should I... the first thing i call to mind is the cage I was in, and the flame headed guy.
I always had a negative feeling toward him, from the very start, I don't know why, after all he always took care of us decently. I didn't like all the experiments, but I later been made aware we were made so they could learn more about the medical benefits that determination could have on Monsters. It was... clandestine researches but apparently if it was successful they wanted to try to make it a legal medical treatment. So these experiments and tests on our Amalgamate state were necessary.
It was bearable, until they couldn't keep up with the care that twenty of us required.
They decided to abandon us before the harsh weather of summer, telling us we would be fine out there...](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:pt5xsdgsttztilksxt6jxjqy/bafkreics7jki4kc73apb66qpookruiluojew6v5h7g36apikqwxtu7245e)
T. I've seen plenty of parents with their children at my shows... when things goes wrong at crucial point trying to win rewards, it is when facades fade away if you play pretend, and... for a vast majority of them... they didn't act in any way yours did. S. There is a difference between shows and reality. T. I am aware, the most aware about it there can be. It is my job since half my lifetime, I know when the masks typically fall, for anyone. So you can trust my knowledge. S. (He looks away for a bit) Hey enough talk about [me, myself and I] it should be your turn talking about [your beginnings] do not try to [escape key] your part of the deal ! T. Y-you're right, i got carried away, hah (seems like I cannot grasp more informations for now) what... should I... the first thing i call to mind is the cage I was in, and the flame headed guy. I always had a negative feeling toward him, from the very start, I don't know why, after all he always took care of us decently. I didn't like all the experiments, but I later been made aware we were made so they could learn more about the medical benefits that determination could have on Monsters. It was... clandestine researches but apparently if it was successful they wanted to try to make it a legal medical treatment. So these experiments and tests on our Amalgamate state were necessary. It was bearable, until they couldn't keep up with the care that twenty of us required. They decided to abandon us before the harsh weather of summer, telling us we would be fine out there...
Spamtenna Inktober day 29 (people on Instagram voted for Past Sharing)
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![("The Lord of the Screens, cleaved red by the blade")
S. No... no no, that's not [r1ght], it can't be true... No, no no... it has to be about someone else, why would THIS happen to him ? It can't be [tru3]...
No, c'mon, i can't act like that, it HAS to be him... the lord... the screen... the picture...
No no... if it ever happen to him... he is so weak, he going to...
[$#*&] Why WHY WHY WOULD IT HAPPEN !? HE DID NOTHING TO DESERVE THAT, (he grabs his wings) HE-... he... (he looks at he wings) I... ... is it my [fault]... does [heaven] hate me so much it wants [him 0ut] because of our relationship..?](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:pt5xsdgsttztilksxt6jxjqy/bafkreidubssmte6wa6hcbkwkkmgrsnnsatwanfddahfmcicchjyul425gi)
![(He starts walking in circle) There must be a way... a way to prevent this... but how... i have to find it, and [f4st del1very]
Should I tell him ?... No, he is going to think it won't [3ver h4pp3n] or it won't be that bad...
Maybe, just, maybe, if I stop showing him interest, the prophecy won't happen...
It is... all my [fault] after all... isn't it..?
It always been my fault...](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:pt5xsdgsttztilksxt6jxjqy/bafkreibop3eiy5z3qefphvkpucp75e56mzupnssexla26euu4hlfpkl5wa)
![Battat: Suspicions of a Raid turned into confirmed facts, to ensure citizens safely, measure have been taken directly into Darkened's Den by our District Heads and our high ranked defenders.
Citizens cautiousness is heavily advised. People living near dens are invited to stay locked inside or take refuge at a local emergency shelter.
S. I should take part.
But what if it makes [heaven] feel like i am going for [him] and..
No, nothing's wrong with just defending the place we all live in...
Alright (Spamton goes away)
(There are plenty of different fights going on)
(King attack a two eyed Darkened, it catches him, two stars attack it's eyes and thundershock him. King pierce the Darkened with his tail, and throw it away)
Ki. Good assist
T. No problem](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:pt5xsdgsttztilksxt6jxjqy/bafkreiezl53btm3pyp6p24ihpcl5badsr6a7loig2y76tsambcaet3e4qq)
